dramas.

u know how those drama stuffs that always happen in tv series. be it gg or 90210 or whatever.
now i'm experiencing dramas nonstop.
happening within my circle of friends.
and man, i sure hate it a lot.
i'm usually the kind that doesnt know how to deal with dramas.
it might be kinda interesting at the beginning..bt abit too much of it? no way, i can tolerate it no more.
maybe it's wrong that i'm not sticking my butt into these matters when it involves my close friends.
i'm js listening and watching along, not helping much at all.
i dont even know who is right, what is right, or whatever anymore.
its been too confusing till i cant even differentiate right from wrong.

i'm memang not the type to care abt these stuffs.
but recently i've become more 8, butting myself into certain things.
8 means i'm caring right? =0

i've learnt alot abt the world around us that i've never known abt before.
yet there are still things i dont get. what does one's action imply? interest or just mere kindness and friendliness?
making stupid assumptions to the point that i would do stg i normally wouldnt have done at all. giving myself hope, and then becoming disappointed again later. shucks.
maybe i shouldnt thnk anymore..if it happens, it happens right? =p

first time.

it's the first time ever..
that im like this.
be the first to initiate..be the first to care..

is the boredom or too much free time making me like this? lol
on fb like practically 24/7 is definitely driving me crazy.
to the extent that i'm overthinking trivial matters. lmao.

carol have stooped to this extent. oh boyyyy. lol
gym is definitely the cure to keep my mind off things. jogging and sweating makes me feel good. freshened up.

i really shouldn't let it bother me right?
there's been good parts, bad parts.
gotta js step back for now and see how things will turn out. but.. i js cant seem to take my mind off it.

improper diet isnt making things better either. too much free time. too lazy to do anything.
wtf is wrong with me?
not worth it to screw up my life js cos of that little thing.
right?

my online shopping should be here soon!! =p

i saw

i saw the cutest, real life guy ever!
=DDDDD

i need maaaa job. going broke.
shopppaanngggggg.