down

my mood's down.
good thing's been happening.
but yet, i still feel down.
i really gotta get back on track or stg.

i like the series supernatural. pretty good stuff (:

two diff extremes

i realised..
i can be either really, really bold, hyper and noisy or..
really, really shy, quiet and tired.
two exactly very opposite extremes.
with or w/o alcohol. lol.
quite interesting really. to be able to have two totally different behaviour.

yesterday must be the happiest day of my life.

missing stg

a friend asked me..
have u ever felt as though something's missing from ur life?
like somehow you just need something to make everything else okay?

i said yes.

actually i've been feeling like this for a very long time.
i really have no idea what my aim in life is. what my goal is.
turning 21 tomorrow, but seems like my mentality and all is still that of a 12 year old? lol

sighs.
21 here i come.