poker and big two night

went over to alicia's last night after work.
did stuffs.
played poker.
and i keeeeep winning. haha
keep getting triples - i think at least 5 times.
got straight cards.
flushs.
full house.
wow.
but we nt playing money also.

that's the gang last night at alicia's.
me, alicia's sis -michelle, michelle's bf - jeffrey, say yong, alicia, mun & kelv

before started poker and all, fooled around a lil with the photo booth on my mac.
quite fun actually. haha

rollercoaster ride babbbyyy. haha hrm

we visited eiffel tower eh!

then even took the time and went up to the sky. all turned Buddha. haha

also went to visit space.. isit space.
or maybe it's just the moon
haha
fun fun XD

great fun ya ladies. (:
and guys. oops.
hehe

ok now, i really really need to study.

things to keep in mind

dont wear white.
think THRICE before i say stg.
drink more water. like heaps.

study!

who in the right mind..

ok please tel me,
who in the right mind would fall down while running on the treadmill?
ok me.

and the thing is,
i fell down while trying to grab my towel which fell onto the treadmilll.
look dude, i must be crazy. i bent down to take my towel,
and WHAM
i fell down off the treadmill.

and wat more,
on some stupid instinct (prob cos embarrassed from falling)
i got back up..
AND
i climbed back onto the moving treadmill.
AND
guess what?



i fell again.
in a much worst manner.
i dropped like a helpless lil girl.
plop, plop, plop.
hit my legs.
hit my chin.
the rest is up to ur imagination.
boy, i feel so bloody stupid.

which must mean my brain aint working at all.

reminder:
never, and i mean NEVER ever think about stg when u're exercising.
i was in deep thought.
thinking bout stuffs.
then when my towel fell, on reflex action i bent down.
i cant get over this.
i am super embarrassed.

my friend toby was there too. and he almost fell down cos he saw me fell.
hilarious YET so embarrassing.

now i have bruises on my knees and legs.
adding on to my already pretty ugly leg stained with old bruises from before.
why why why am i like this?
i really need to pull myself together !

on a brighter side, it was pretty funny so im gona laugh abt it. haha.

okay.

okay.
im definitely back to my senses.
i know what i shud do dy.
noooooo more playing.
like seriously.
or my results are seriously gona go down the drain.
nah-ah
dont want tat alrite.
thanks guys.
scold me more.

99.9% must try my best.
wheeee

bleh

i slpt waaaayy too much.
got major headache now from oversleeping.
hrmm.
and i didnt get any work done at all.
maybe shud have gone to cyiks.
but on the bright side, at least i got enough rest to tackle my work load today.

sorry cyik for not making it.
hope u all had a mega fun time last night.
im sure u guys did.
sorry for missing ur concert, chun ge.
lol

don't know what to think

i am absolutely confused now.
ppl telling me diff things.
i really dont know what i should think now.
i am very naive.
i cant tell the diff btwn whats good and whats bad for me.
i reaallly dont.
should i even be feeling sorry? or guilty?
i didn't even know that i did stg wrong.
not tat i can help it right?

whatever.
really cant be bothered anyway.

anyway,
happy 21st romesh.
(:

finaaly

finaaalyy almost weekend.
finaaaly.
but next week's gona get worst.
so i want weekend to come and also dont want it to come at the same time.
hope time just freezes here now.
but wait.
the weather today is so hot.
i think i dont wanna freeze time here.
i think the weather yest was much nicer.
cooling.
aiks.
had microbes lab today, and i super annoyed. i plated this culture thingy yest during the prelab but today when wanna identify the organism, i cant get the correct morpology!
like dudeeee, give me gram +ve cocci in chains pls.
i got like gram +ve cocci in clusters = in the other words, staphylococcus aureus.
think i shud be getting streptococci pyogenes.
oh wells.
wore boots some more today, felt stupid since so hot.
my legs were literally sweating. eeewwww

carol carol carol.
you need to clean ur room.
wat a mess!
and its diff from the pic i posted d other day.
i miss kch!
i love aus fashion!
ok.
till theeeennn.

i spend like water

went to chaddy todaaay.
boy, was i excited. haha.
bought like.. everything i saw.
like heloooo, i totally have no self-control
very bad very bad.
sighs*

bought this big tee and denim tights from supre. (no sale tho, cis)
then tis clutch bag from forever new.
then jeans from dotti.
and
i bought a beanie from ozmosis. ahhhhhh.
i totally am in trouble.
cannot shop anymore.
omgosh.
initially i wanted to buy jacket, dresses, and hd also. no money man.
:(

oh no, tis sat got another party. omg.
im gona fail my units if this goes on.
better make full use of my time now then.
adios

all i do

all i do is sleep, sleep, and sleep some more.
i dont even watch animes anymore, except for an ep each time i eat dinner/lunch etc.
im getting realllyy lazy.
i dont do anything at all at home.
craps.
carol's laziness is growing.

zzz

i just bought myself an umbrellaaa..ella, ella, ella, eh eh eh.
like finally!
ive been living w/o umbrella for quite awhile now.
haha bt luckily it seldom rain very heavily here.
but who knows what will happen with the weather these days.
crazy-ness.
i tink i'm on weird pill. i havent been making much sense while talking.

chaddy vip night tis wed.
yay!?
and and and..
my PHA midsem test got postponed to the week after.
soooo. yay.
boreeee-dom.
and in not so good mood for some reason.
sorrreeehhh.

lil jeannie's big 21st bday

lil jeannie's like the first 21st party i attended in melb. i think.
some others planned the surprise for her lah. at her house again.
i think she kinda knew bout it.. she said the ppl in-charged of bringing her to the destination are such bad liars. haha
anyhoo, arrived at her place before she came back.
there were balloons, party stuffs like the cone hat waiting..
first time since like when i was in primary to have such a PARTY-ish like party.
with balloons and all.

was trying to test my cam's lighting again. stil not tat good with it. haiyah.
haiya, pics lah.

mun, me, ann

me, alicia

she coming back dy.. she opened the door, then closed it again.
haha

then tada, surprise surprise? haha

the ppl waiting inside.

the cute bday woman. woman dy, 21 already. haha

the shoes

then makan makan.. potluck. not alot of food tho. for some reason

duno why erich emo at the side there.

like how parties normally are like,
card games?
food?
drinking?
camwhoring?
laughters.
cake.

oh jeannie's sis cooked asam laksa.
ann shared wiv me but she ate most of it laaahh. hahaha
cos i wasnt tat hungry

more pictures.. hrm

sisters.

oh got other entertainment also. mun mun(i tink tats how u spell her name) started dancing wiv erich. haha at first erich was like stiff as a board.
too shy (perhaps?) to move.. just stood there.

then wooo. dancinggg. hehee i stil rmbr how him and sjane danced last time during their bday party. nice stuff.

liz & me

the three biomeds.

me & ann just cant stop taking pics. esp tis ann, always posing for the cam eh? :)

oh we retook tis pic again cos SOMEBODY accidentally deleted the nice pic of both of us XD oh wells. these are nice toooo (=

my good frens back in taylors college.

dao liang

me & BALLOONS

cakeee.

then ppl asked jeannie to give bday speech. haha she din say much also, just thanks and stuff.actually wat to say also? haha
then she say k lah, i strip for u guys. haha bt of cos din happen.

then of cos, group pics.zzz lazy dy.

hrm.
i really shud be doing my hws.
oh jeannies bday's not til next tues tho.
haha

man u

tis is realy weird
but ive never seen a match man u played in that they won.
like seriously.
ive prob watched like 3 or 4 matches. i tink 3, and they lost in all 3.
=___="
which includes the match against liverpool last nitee. hrm i duno but it seems like they made alot of mistakes. well, cant trust my judgement since im a football noob.
anyhoo, went to lil jeannie's last nite to surprise her for her 21st bdaaay. (:
fun night. loads of ppl. great company. hrm.
will upload pics later.

i just realised i reaaaaly shud stop thinking weird things and get serious wiv my homeworks.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad.
oh chaddy vip night tis coming wed i tink.
at least tats wat i saw on one of my fren's fb status yesterday anyway. haha

my room

im taking a break from writing my report.
correction: i'm ALWAYS taking a break from doing my report.
i think i wont finish writing tis report if there wasn't a due date.
ive been bunking in my room these days. i actually have a study table outside in the living room.
but duno why i feel comfy in my room.
even tho if it's kinda crammed.

my table. VERY messy.
the stick-ons there on the wall.
the pink ones are tasks to do. T_T
the yellow ones are playtime! haha
romz & chao mings bday party.
two diff frens but same bday, and wat more, they're both celebrating at the same place
haha
gona be fun ^^

tis is the bear i stole off chun foo from moomba. (=

my bed and table. hrm.

home on a friday nite

ive been out every friday since i came back to melb.
and ive been out quite alot.
staying home tonite's just...
plain boring
HRM.
but i shud probably get used to that.
haha

work today was busyyyy.

itching

im itching to take pictures wiv my cam lah..
havent been doing much these days so..
my poor cam sitting untouched in the corner of my room.
hrmmm
prob can take pics next week. (=

i feel bored, tired
BUT
i have no intention of sleeping or doing my assignments AT ALL.
whyyyyy.

duno whether shud go out tis weekend.
long day again tmr.
hrm.

insecure

someone told me tat im very insecure.
i gues tats true.
ive always been insecure.
no confidence in myself in whatever i do.
hrm....

21st bdays + uni work?

just tinking how im gona cope with uni + all the ppl turning 21 tis year.
i gues tat wud mean i hafta use all my breaks in btwn classes
and the afternoons i have w/o uni.
plus working.
oh gosh.
i tink i havent turn into a panda YET.
bt its just a matter of time.
give me one more week.
and u'll see the really blur and sleepy me again.
*yawns*

lalalaleeeda.

nini ngiao siao

nini the ngiao siao is not normal tis few days.
like seriously.
he is super high like he's on ecstacy or stg.
he keeps askin ppl to go over to the city even during weekdays!
he says stuff tat he doesnt even remember saying..
he keeps saying he'll do tis and tat, all the crazy stuff.

he's overly energetic self is driving me crazy! ahhahah
bt nini is stil nini.
return to normal pls rod.
ur craziness is making me worried.

playing stops

ok, playing stops starting from tis week onwards.
no more playing.
time to get serious and study.

anw, yest went to moomba fest wiv the others..
quite fun actually.
cy,che wee,steph and me took the xtreme ride!
soooooo fun (:
and cy and chun foo won prizes for the games.
i took the bear though,sorry if im thick face or stg.
haha

no more playing..

2009 resolution.

since rod have some new year resolution..im gona be a copycat and do tat too.
my resolution is tat tis year must be damn happening!
since its kinda like my final year in uni..
my frens and i were saying tis year must play like mad,study alot(of cos T_T),and go to wadeva activities etc..

cos last two years i realised i seldom go out..hrrmm..maybe not as much as the others who stay near each other.
SOOOOO.. tis year..must do alot of stuf.
i say only, i also duno wat stuff to do.

anyways todaaayy had 8am class Zzzz.. thennn..
went for mumsu bbq at 12pm at monash sports.
me and my frens were there earlier since we had break from 10am-1pm..
then was looking at the group fitness thingy.
i was getting pretty pumped up actually..
its like 26.70$ for both gym + group fitness fortnightly.
so i damn kiam lah..
was saying "k, we must go to as many group fitness classes as we can"
of cos so it's more worth the money.
but then again, i prob wont be so semangat anymore after awhile..
so far decided to go for body combat, pilates/tri athletic, & circuit i think.
and gym.

anyway..i feel like i was being a loser today.
during the bbq meet, me and jeremiah was like..
"k, we go introduce ourselves to the new members.."
so we basically just walked up to random ppl ...
and went like
"haloo..im carol". " halo, im jeremiah".
how lame is tat?
tat time i was kinda high and excited to meet new ppl i gues so i din feel lame or anything..
bt come to tink of it now..
kinda lame.
oh wells.
i gues tat's HAPPENING? HRM. ^^

OH OH.
then gues who i saw?





saw ignatius law!!
hahaha i read at karens blog tat he left for melb dy.. bt din noe he was in monash.
wat a nice surprise.
he showed up at the msian bbq. (=

after tat went for pha lect..then went to work.
luckily i stil remember how to work.
quite fun actually but at one point i was really sleepy.
;S
good workout at work..so busy today.
there goes my fridays.
it ends basically after work.

going city tmr. AHA! prob the few weekends i'll go down liao since gona get busy soon.
stil procrastinating cos dun wanna do assignments yet.

bbye

laugh

today sold my bio books to some guy..
suppose to meet at meeting point in campus centre, then tat time i was wiv some of my frens. then tobi said "why not ask erich go pass the book to the guy, then the guy will be super suprised" since it was me (a girl) talking to the guy on the fon earlier.

so we did it loh..erich waited at meeting pt. then the guy was looking ard then he looked abit unsure.. he asked erich, "are u the one selling the books? i tot it was a girl". LOL
me and tobi were watching and laughing at the side.. good laugh.

anyhoo,
uni's really kicking in already!!
got assignments dy.. omg.
one 300 words abstract due next week and a powerpoint presentation to prepare for.
:S
gues i wont be complaining anymore bout being bored but instead bout assignments.
zzzzz.
btw tis lik, bloody up to ah. i havent seen him much these days.

bored

duno why but i feel so unmotivated.
read up abit for tutorial tmr..bt not so keen also.
im stil contemplating on wat to do after i grad tis year.
honours? masters? or find a job first to get some experience?
hopefully can get a scholarship if i wanna further.
or rather, i wanna apply for p.r.
ppl keep asking me wat i gona do after i grad.
i usually have trouble answering to tat quest.
tis shudnt be happening hey?
i mean, after all im in third year uni already. im turning 20 soon.
i cant be tat old carol who's always been indecisive and have no sense of direction whatsoever.
i need to get a grip and control my own life.
i feel like im just those ppl who studies hard, get good grades - and tats all there is.
i dun tink i'll excel well tho.. im a pessimist.

crap. dont wana write emo stuff.
just talked on skype for awhile wiv parents, and duno y for some reason i cant see them on webcam. but they can see me tho.
me and my huge ass pimple on my face.
mumsu bbq tis fri!
woohoo?
hehe.

been watching project runway season 4. good stuff.

emptiness.

2nd day dot dot dot

KA BOOO.
i duno wats tat bt anyways, had one class today.
lab.
AND
i was late for it. bloody ass.
the bus i was gona take came late.. so i took another one.
i blur also.. and tat bus goes on longer route so i was late to uni.
so i bloody paiseh to go in.
so i din go in for the prelab talk..
texted/called my frens asking them to tel me when the talk's over and when theyre heading towards the lab..so i can just skip the talk and go to the lab.
BUT zhun zhun both of them din bring their hps.
=.="
major sweat.
luckily i went to the lab by myself..

i realised im terrible wiv maths now. i cant even remember how to calc the dilutions etc anymore.
shoot me!
and today the wind super strong. grasses etc all flying everywhere.
had lunch wiv my taylors fren, ka yee today.
hrm.
I AM SO LAZY.

first day back to uni

woke up at 6 stg today feeling bloody tired.
din feel like forcing myself outta bed AT ALL.
lol
ntg much today.boring..
just the usual introductory stuff and some teaching.
im kinda dreading all the assignments tests etc. BLAH
had break from 12-4. which means 4 hrs of break before my last class at 4.
so ROD asked me go down city have lunch wiv him and dn.
he was acting abit sot last nite..lol
so just went down to check on him
he realy damn high man.
we ate at old town at china town..
tis ngiao siao ordered so much..
so more only him dn and me.
oh and the waiter who took our orders lost our orders.. so our food drinks din come after like 20 mins or so.
then rod high lah, he said so loud, "eh why our food never come yet" (stg along those lines)
lol then the ppl realised they nvr put our orders in.
then they compensated us wiv three sticks of fishballs.

ppl. stay away from rod. he's acting weird. HAHA! no lah
dont stay away from him.
show him LOADS of love (=

anyways, am working fridays and sundays.
dont like working fridays cos usualy ppl have bday dinners etc on fridays.
oh wells, wat to do i have no breaks on thurs afternoon.
prob gona take a short nap later. fell aslp on the way back to uni in the train earlier.

have fun in uni peeps.

naruto manga

naruto manga is..
DAMN NICE.
super nice.
i cant blif i never liked reading manga before.
awesome stuff.
lols.

port melb beach!!

hiyaaa.
went to port melb beach on fri!!
arrived ard noon..luckily the weather was stil nice. windy, just nice. not hot yet even tho the max was 38 deg or stg tat day.
had brunch first- fish & chips.

then headed to the beach. its not crowded like st kilda beach.
we were, well at least i was, abit disappointed at first.. cos there werent any waves(just small baby ones), and the sand were abit dirty..
but then when the sun came out..
all's good. put on sunblock.. then headed for the water. haha
us girls playing at the water.. whilst kelv was busy.. checking out lalas. i tink tat means..those stuff in shells.. er snails? do we hav snails on beaches?
ok maybe not snails. well js those tings wiv shells ;p

as always.. jumping shots. our failed attempt lol

nice one.. except mun's leg wasnt up.

then..the piggy back shots. hhaha

we were fooling ard in the water for awhile..

erich was our victim.. wahahaah

then FINALLY the city ppl came..like 2 hrs later i tink.or maybe an hr. my monash frens were sayin tat they brought the blazing hot sun cos after they arrived on the beach, it became reaally hot.. the sand were burning panas..lol

tried to take the reflection pic.. the angle not very good..can see dn in the left frame..and me on the right.

oh yeah, the others came dressed nicely. they din noe we were gona get wet.
ahaha oh wells. bt me and my frens were long wet before they came anyways.

nice skyyy..

me wiv my green shades.

monash frens..

city pals..

football time! they tried playing on the sand earlier bt then every1 headed to the shed when it turned realy hot.

BRYAN

KCHAI was posing for the cam. LOL

ERICH

RODNEY
lol he looked like he's dancing or stg rite.. haha took abit too late. so cant see the ball

nice trip. i tink? at least i had fun.
haha.
uni starts tmr. three 8am classes?
BAH.