encased in a shell

i realised i've built a wall so high up around myself that...

im blocking everyone else out.

this link depicts what i feel at the moment

lol.

that is exactly how i feel now.

im out meeting ppl, meeting as many ppl as i can.

but i have a shell protecting myself from getting hurt again, from getting taken advantage of again by others.

But you’ve built them so high that you set men up for failure before they even start. And I’m warning you to be careful. Cause the Woman inside those walls is absolutely beautiful…but she’s blocking out any chance she may have at love and happiness; she’s becoming her own prisoner.”

have i become my own prisoner already? lol

FOOD

these days..all i can think about is food, food, food, and... MORE FOOD! lol

not really sure why..

is this a sign of aging? lmao

it's like..

i used to be able to gym at least two-three times a week and spend like an hour in the gym.

now?

15 mins into gym and i'll be wanting to leave already!!

instead..during the day at work..all i can think about is food. lol

now all i really want is to spend more time and money on eating.

seriously..eating yummy food makes me soooo happy. it fills up my stomach, it brightens my mood :) dw im still skinny. haha.

gonna start exploring and trying out diff food places..wheeeee.

cant wait to go to sydney again and eat lowenbrau keller and hurricane grilllll :P

<3

drained

so frigging tired.

cant take long weekends anymore.

talk about bad luck, SUCH BAD LUCK!!

hopefully things will get better..o.o my back hurts >.<