songs

ooohhh i like jay sean's songs..
hehe i was searching for new songs to dload..and i came across this song..
then started dloading other songs by him.
eh his songs are seriously not bad, i like (:

sweet dreams by beyonce's nice too



sexy bitch by david guetta, nice..

home?

i just want to see some familiar faces.
my family.
my close friends from lodge.

back to those days when we were still somewhat young.
fooling around in class..
heart-to-heart talk with whoever whenever i want.
no mask on..
no obligations
no responsibilities
no expectations
hehe

my usual pre-exam emotional breakdown. whee
eeks js wanna have those parties and slacking periods again back in lodge.
some familiar faces?
i miss you city peeeppppsssssss.
come, make a trip down to nice,old dandenong. (((=

(:

im the best. i caught up to the latest chapter for bleach dy. HEHE
bleach is awesome. totally awesome.

final destination

final destination?
some friends were talking about watching that yesterday.
3D movie some more...sure damn scary.
wahahaha
have the sudden urge for some thriller movie.
been a long, long time since i last watch those kinda movies.
might catch that one day..might.

im up till chapter 279 for bleach!
bleach is alllll about fighting scenes. lol
it gets abit bleh for me after reading it full on for one whole day today.
=p
bt i still like it.
guess js need a break in btwn.

ding dong

i need to stop slacking!
addicted to bleach manga..
oh boy.

all i wanna do is read.
no mood to read any notes at all.
oh boy oh boy.

happy 21st ann! <3

dearest ann,
thanks for being such a great friend..
ure definitely one the of closest girlfriends i have..
have always enjoyed hanging out with you
so hilarious, so blur, so fun..and clumsy at times ;p
looking fwd to more fun hangouts hehe

your worried and sad look when u told me bt what happened during the mumsu ball..
hilarious yet cute lah..
wanna jump off the boat dy? lol!
(:
known you for almost 4 years? forgot when i first got to know u already.
did tian intro-ed u to me or stg? haha
anyway hope ure having a blast today and you know i love you. xoxo =p

HAPPY BDAY!

us at seven last year..

us again at lil jeannie's 21st bday tis year

in gold coast (:

at dn, rod & lik's 21st

at the mumsu boat cruise

tis are the few pics of both of us together hehe
oh got more lah i think..bt yeh.
the one during my bday is my favouritest tho! =p

hugs

aih..

my mind's filled with so much thoughts recently.
so much so much that at some point i just wanna completely shut my brain and not think about anything at all..im pretty sure ive never been at a worst state before.

aih.
AIH.
AIHHHHH.
LOL

it's like im shouldering this whole invisible weight - pbb like 1 billion kilos or stg.
reli reli tired of everything.
everything.
till the point whereby i js wanna be alone by myself..and not socialise or go out at all.
js isolate myself..
hrmm
i should probably escape to somewhere peaceful..far far away from everything.
away from the chaotic uni life..
and the wavering future that lie ahead.
it's like im standing in a middle of nowhere..and theres endless roads spreading out..
which to take?
what to do?
is this the correct choice?
is this right?

booyarrrr.

totally need to take things one step at a time
AND
stop thinking :(
but it still doesnt change the fact that the problems and obstacles are still there.
still there no matter what..
run away lah..i still hafta face it sooner or later.

and i bet u guys have no idea what im blabbering on about.

anyway..my plan now is to..
get back to my normal sleeping pattern from way back..
sleep at 11pm.
sleep for 9 hrs at least.
and hopefully my face wont look that lethargic anymore.
and my pimples will disappear. XD
and i wont keep taking the later bus to uni and reaching class late.
boinksss

dum dee dum
started reading bleach manga from scratch..need to refresh my mem again before i catch up to the part where i stopped years ago =p
i think the last i followed bleach was right before the fillers in anime.
so i'm really, really behind lol
weird how even though exams are nearing and with two assignments due in a week's time..
i still feel so slacked and taking my slow, sweet time..slacked the wholeee weekend.
lol

went for ann's bday dinner yesterday night at giorgios.
will post some pics up soon i think.
aih..i reli need to learn how to use my camera properly.
wats the use of having a good cam when i duno how to take gorgeous pics with it?
i guess im just really untalented and noob in everything i do.
haha

been wanting to read the twilight books since long time ago..are the books good?
the second movie coming out end of next month!
the trailer looks good ((:
and the wolf guy look much better in this movie than the previous one.nice body..woots~

the trailer for new moon..wahaha



20th november peeps..

updates

hrm i realised i never update my blog properly for a very long time.
anyhoo, just some pics from the mumsu ball on a cruise!
okay night..a different experience..otherwise js like any other ball out there.
great company..except i had to attend a ball wearing spectacles which was such a turn-off.
i guess i did mentioned before that my eyes been spoilt for awhile now..
infected? or probably just injured due to overused of contact lenses from back then.

bt yeh, still had fun.
so that was the boat we took that day. in september.

me in my shiny blue dress from bardot.

our table.cheryl, ann, me

the highlight of the night was probably mabel and erich dancing in the competition and totally rocking it! haha

oh and of cos i need to mention my iphone..
thats the casing im using for my phone. LOL
i know kiddy lah..laugh all u want.
i probably need to look for new, more proper casing ;p

go back kch end of year? i wanna..
but but
i need to start job searching.
;s

cravings

hrmmmmm
i crave for yummy japanese foood...
i crave for trays and trays of yummy sushi for me to eat all i want..:(
i crave for yummy fried scallopppssss..with chicken salt
i crave for..all good food out there.

aih.
kinda sick of home food.

if only there was this button..with js one click i'll become an expert in cooking.
wahaha

cant stop

cant stop thinking.
cant stop missing.

wish for no changes to that which is good.
bt minor amendments to that which is imperfect.

i miss.
i yearn.
i want closeness.
can tis work out?
aih.

i missed my class again tis morn.
gotta get back on track lady.

hols over :(

hols over
omg.
so quick.
$#%@!
:(
gues now i'll js be looking fwd to after exams.
1 and half mths...
gonna be the longest 1 and half mths ever.
;(

slpt for 4 hrs this morn and pulled myself up to go to work.
heart was squirming and aching.
waking up to the somewhat unfamiliar surrounding.
back from the 8 days, js 8 lazy, relaxing days in perth..
and
im already feeling nostalgic.


need to learn to speak my mind?
pbb i shud js do it w/o thinking.
like what barney told ted in himym.
js do it, dont think abt what to do, what's right, what might happen after if i did this or that.
lolol.

perths a nice place.

dementia

anyone feeling like crying?
watch this.
u'll cry for sure.
oh am gee.

life goes on

week 8 already
in a matter of weeks my undergraduate life is officialy over.
boy, time sure flies.

im experiencing what most would feel towards the end of uni life.
at a crossroad.
no idea what to do ahead.
no promising options lying ahead.
no easy way out.

permanently hit adulthood?
dont appeal much to me.
continue studying?
urks, stime feel reali sien js thinking bt hours and hours of never endless studying.
just bumming around doing ntg meaningful?
an even greater turn-off.

and what more the "lazy" attribute i have..
cbb to look up careers pathway, studies or whatever.
stimes i wish i can be a bit more proactive.
hrm.
loads of things been making me pms lately.
uni, my eyes, future.

maybe js gotta stop my brain working for a sec.
temporary halt of time at dreamland with ntg to worry abt.
back to those childhood days..ahh.

nevertheless, still loving my life and all the great ppl i have met.
muakx

content?

im definitely feeling content with my life now.
i think?
in terms of rship, yeh, maybe.

uni's been crazy though..
never been this busy before in my past years of uni life.
like seriously.
yeh, ive been busy and all before,
but it's never been all crammed into such a short period of time.

take this week for eg
had two gp meetings meaning i had to prepare for it-read up articles and all
had to submit three assignments.
had to stay up late few nights in a row.
till i have pimples sprouting over my face yet again.
and my hideous eyebags. =.=

next week leeehh??
bloody hell
got seminar presentation in front of 1/3 of the class - meaning pbb 50ish ppl or more.
then got test on that same day too.
andddd
another lab report due monday.
anddd
gotta prepare ppt slides for some thingy.
andddd more gp meetings.
aih
i really hate all these projects stuff we gotta do man.

im definitely feeling worn out.
supposedly planned to pull midnight oil tonite and cover some work.
just got back from 6 hrs of work today - am feeling drained.
zzzz

ate too much again for dinner today.
gotta hate that feeling when u feel too full..and js feel fatness all over again.
jeremiah left melb dy. gonna miss him..
gues ppl meet..and part their ways..it's js a matter of how and when.
=.=

wat other events this sem?
merdeka celebration at cq baby.
gona be fun much?
kenny sia gonna be there. not like im excited bt it tho.
gona be flooded with msians. woots!
attending msian ball too.. cruise!!
there goes all my money again. lol
bt this sem's a matter of enjoying myself as much as i can rite?
last sem.
bt i hate it when i think abt what im gona do after i grad.
zzz
i js so wanna stay a lil girl and not need to worry bt my life.

anyhoo, gonna enjoy as much as i can i gues.

missing my family and cousins and friends.
aihhh
missing u.


EHHHH
my iphone's here baby!
gonna get it off chun foo tmr.
wheeee

piggy

oh boy.

you're distracting me too much.
even disturbing my beauty sleep.
hehe.

<3

oooolaalaa

oh man
i really hate it when i suddenly have this nervous breakdown.
suddenly js now everything js came rushing into my head.
so sien abt everything
realy really really really sieennnn

hahahahahahhahahaha

i really cant be bothered to research for my gp assignment.
got meeting tmr some more.
oh dear.
i really js wanna slp and dont care abt anything else eh..
it's only 2nd week of uni after all!
rite rite?

but my head already super busy worrying abt things that will happen after i grad.
cos i really duno wat im gonna do.
oh wells.
now i so totally need stg to de-stress.
eating is so out of the question.
my resolution tis sem = no more snacking.
i guess im gonna resort back to watching anime/series or stg.
bt not really into anime these days.
HOW?

maybe i shud take up taekwondo or stg along those lines.
or get myself a punch bag.
OR

wat ive been doing alot last sem. BUT, thats so out of the question too.
WHEEEEEE im such a happy girl. O.o

happy uni life to u all.

hrmm

eh..really not used to life back in melb atm..
steam rite
in kch so convenient, go everywhere also easy..
here..js stay home during weekdays everyday. haha
like really lorh..all i do is sit down whole day after i finish uni..then duno do what also
cbb to start researching for my assignments yet. =S
and yes, i have assignments already!

blah..damn weird loh. when i was in kch, wanted to come bck melb.
when im back, i realy wished im back in kch. =.=
tmr got lab placement at some medical institute..
then friday fren got housewarming!

think fri lunch wanna go eat korean food.. have craving for ja jyang mian..dunoo why ;p
feeling sleepy now
maybe shud slp..

i need..

i need my bag back cy!!
my charger inside..my plug inside..
my phone no charger. aiks.

bored.

lazy bum bum

ive been nothing bt lazy since i got back from kch.
hrmmmm
tis is bad..
skipped work yest and even bailed on frens for dinner..
i think cos quite inconvenient here thats why i usually cbb to travel ard.
:(

went to gym today and was quite outta shape bt it was ok lah
was pretty pissed off before tat at the pharmacist in uni so working out kinda helped.
wanted to get the iphone from three bt all sold out! oh man..
got my new hd and i have no idea how to use it.
cos it's for windows..bt can format for mac. i tot i did it correctly bt after plugging it in again today it din work. laptop cudnt mount the volume. HAIYAH
i really dont like tis technical bla bla stuff

realised that elsie is married! woowwww
among the first of our load to be married?
hehe congrats btw if u even read my blog..haha
my aim this sem is to save money..cannot simply spend anymore. nono..

uni was boring today. only had one lect and tada finish liao.
i think my eyes havent healed from gold coast yet. stil get red easily while wearing contact lenses. actually got tis new type which apparently has more oxygen capacity bt obviously its not helping yet as of now.
steammm..

ntg has been going smoothly or right at all..
must think bfore i do things!!

midyear hooolidaaays

amazing hols i must say.
definitely played the most i have had in years?
i think :D
went out nearly everyday w/o fail haaha
after exams went down cityyyyy to find the others.
then off to gold coast on july 1st.
awesome house we had there at broadbeach, mix of friends..melb-ians and perth-ians
went to movieworld + wet n wild
surfers paradise for dinner and the others to the beach on the last day. i left early- so no beach for me =(
then the same day back to melb from gold coast i left for kccchhhh haha
three flights in one day woots. o.O

group pic after taking first ride at movie world
batman's wing

wasnt that exciting actually..except for the beginning. the thrill lasted way too short till i even had time to look down haha

back in kch
lui cha dinner again at my place with cousins and relatives. ^^

some time during my stay in kch played mahjong at bernie's
and sime's as well

ate quite alot of fooooodd.haha i must say i did quite alot in a matter of two weeks.
ate kueh chap twice, laksa twice, bak kut teh at grandma's, kolo mee a few times, pork leg rice, ochean, crab, cha kueh a few times, abc at jubilee, and erm more food ^^

met up with the uk peeps too!
steph, jo, mel, chieh, shaun, etc.

dinner with parents at hong kong poh

bored, steam ppl with ntg better to do
wanted to go trip to bako or fairy cave or tasik biru or stg but no one wanted to go.
went to reservoir park some pt during the day..
to feed mango to fishes. =.=
ended up ian ate the mango himself.
and even came out with stg as lame as given the mango a burial ceremony
steam..

each taking turn bidding farewell to the mango.
oh man, so steam

visited cousin's house and family and kids and all
fun fun fun
nose bled somewhere thru out the nite. steam..

went for supper with bernie and ah men (wushu fren) one nite at kenyalang

so steam..pics not in order bt lazy to rearrange
heng kor + fa zai with ah ling (ah zhi's daughter)

me and ah ming

out with san sen frens for dinner at 101 cafe.

now it's back to melb life again. aduh graduating this year. oh maaannn
i want my iphone!!

exams over!

exams overrr!!
double woots!!
wheeeee
gona play hardddd. haha
bt the swine flu thingy is worrying me..
oh man..

think needa self-quarantine when go back kch for a week??
ouccchhh =(

transformers is a mustttt watch!!
so niceee awesome-ness
megan fox is so hot ok? and im not les. bt ya, shes so totally gorgeous.
lalalalala

busy day ahead.

the uncle, the bus, and my scarf

three papers down!!
2 more to go? =( haihs..
i really cant wait for exams to be over.
like dude, next thurs please come already!
im still coughing. despite seeing the doc and got told to take vicks only
siennnnnn

anyhooo..
today was waiting for me bus at the bus loop
then this uncle-alike guy from jb came over and started trying to speak with me in chinese..
i was thinking.."oh no.." must be one of those ppl spreading christianity again..
he was like "ni hao.."
and started speaking chinese to me.
stupiak
no offence, bt i really reallly hate those ppl who start spreading christianity to me.
met quite alot already.
quite annoying actually. he was like.. do u blif in God? do u know what happens after u die? do u noe who created the world, nature etc? do u want to take this journey with Him?
haiyah so sien lah..
so bloody uncomfortable
but anyway..

then my bus arrived.. so i told him my bus here liao and i cudnt wait to get away from him
so i stood up and was hurrying towards the bus, then realised i dropped my scarf.
so i went back to take it and turned back,...
my bus left!
waddaheck.
just one sec i turn back to get my scarf the bus left liao.
stupid lah.

so so so cant wait for next week to come!
kchkchkchkch i yearn for u!
gold coast baby.

i swear..

i have this really nasty cough..
and u know how everyones being paranoid since swine flu's lurkng ard victoria with like 1200 cases or stg?
soo..im in uni lib now studying
this guy sat opposite me..
and i swear.. after i started coughing badly.. i went to toilet to deal with it lah
after i came back, he's switched places and moved to the other table.
i swear he did it bcos i coughed.
lol
omgosh.

bloody hell. my stupid cough. get well already.
lozenges doesnt even help?
=.=
probably shud study home instead of risking coughing again and ppl giving me weird looks.
the same thing happened yesterday at caulfield before my first paper
was coughing badly after eating sushi + SOY SAUCE
then i started coughing badly.
sweat..
everyone keep looking at me. shit.

choc's the devil XD
sick STILL eat choc. why oh why.
blehhhh =p

can i make it? next paper on monday! wahahahhaha

first paper down

first paper over!
all i can say is my brain aint working properly.
lol
was super blur, even 4got to check my seat number before going exam today.
and i nearly 4got to switch off my mobile phone.
and for a 2 hr paper, i shud know well enough that need to do damn fast.
bt duno lah, din manage my time properly
oh wells. no time to slack yet?
but im watching 07 ghost now!
omg so nice. drawings are awesome. (=
story line so far seems good.

wanna get a new phone. not sure what to get though.
iphone? xperia? stg else?
wanna get a 1 tera external hdrive too.
shucks.

and im sick. kinda paranoid, hope its not swine flu lol
better go check up tmr.

mic

microbes is the stupidest thing alive
ok maybe not.
im reading the lect notes
and theres just way too many diff viruses/bact diseases etc
how the hell am i suppose to learn all that?

im practically just breezing thru the notes
dont think i took anything in tho
haih

i really have a bad feeling abt my exams this sem.

bare

my eyes feel so bare without eyeliner. =.=
lost my eyeliner. duno where it went to
omg!

im falling aslp in uni AGAIn
i tink cos im wearing contacts
silly
shud just wear specs...
but then cs wanna go gym mah >.<

come on, exams faster over.
i wanna go gold coast and back to kch!!

stay awake

theres stg totally wrong with me.
im always feeling slpy.
i cant study!!!
eeks!
i wonder where my study momentum and spirits gone to.
im like gona fall aslp anytime now
its 3 already
been in lib since 10 stg.
and ive only gotten as far as to lect 2. and mind ya, it wasnt very productive studying either.

worry much, carol.
worry worry worry.
the thing is i just wanna slp now and not study
AHHH
lols.

maybe i shud try one of those energy drink thingies eh. >.< never try before.
laleeda
wanna strangle myself dy

Charice Pempengco

Her and Celine Dion singing duet..because you loved me



OMG my blogs turning into a youtube thingy.
lol my friend keep showing me nice vids!! omg
her voice so nice.
now i so wish i can sing like that!!

Her singing whitney houston's I will always love you

i always love you-whitney houston

a guy with a woman's voice.
gosh.
so nice.

asean ball

asean ball!
great ball.
great place.
great ppl.
great songs.
(:
din expect to enjoy it that much. definitely worth the money.
at least i think it was worth it.

me and vyn

me with someone's mask. not mine. din buy any mask. haha the mask i used in the previous pic was borrowed from a fren too. LOL

amanda, me, mel

group pic!

don, me, ben, mel

monica, me, rachel, june

monica, me, rachel

haha

all the ladies and wenzao. isnt he lucky?

week 11 already. exams kicking in soon.
alas, stil have erm, like an essay due, two orals, two reports. woah, so fun.

about time i update

attending asean ball tmr!
masquerade ball.. haha
always wanted to attend a ball with this kinda theme.
excited much?
hrmm..not realy. the thought of all the assignments i have just kinda bleh off the fun abit?
bt im sure it's still gonna be fun.
me being kiam and dont wanna buy a new mask, so im borrowing a mask off a fren. haha
the colour's similar to the one below. bt w/o the feathery stuff on top lah.

anyhoo, some pics from my bday
dn, me, jolyn outside seven

at rods place, they surprised me with a cake.
and gues wat?
the cake has 21 candles! =.=
im 20 onlyyy lol

addicted to restaurant city on fb.
not realy that addicted anymore
bt ya, its fun.
lolz

exams in less than a mth?
ouch* bt stil have so much work to do weiiii. zzzz
tmr nite asean ball.
fri nite, poot's bday.
so busy.
zzzz
need to organise my time properly hey?
study hard AND party hard. lol

kch, i'll be back in 1 mths plus time! wheeee

taylor swift's love story meets Viva La Vida by coldplay

this rocks.
so beautiful.

colllddddd

aiks.
the weather here is really insane.
i recalled last week like tues/wed it was stil nice and chilly. just nice.
then suddenly sunday became soooo cold.
today was a killer lah.
crazy cold~~~~
:S:S:S

i duno why some ppl stil wear shorts!! siao to the max for sure.
for sure.
and i duno why im such a slacker.
do hw yayayayaa.
then time to have fun on friday.
wahahahahaha

i miss kch~

GEE GEE GEE GEE

this song is so niceee
Girl's Generation or SNSD (a 9 person korean girl band)
haha

its friday

so fast easter break's over
dudeee
and i did like nothing productive?
zzzzz
in for deep deep trouble maybe?
haha bt i'll say i hols was fun
now realy i just need to get back on track yaaa
and study study study.
yeah call me nerd or whatever.
(:

im so not being me?
or maybe thats just who i am from inside
and i dont like it that much

reality

just realised recently that life isnt really how i always tot it was like

its not that simple
it's not those times when u can just play around wiv toys when ure lil kids
having no worries whatsoever.
learnt quite alot of new terms, way of life.
and my, was i shocked to learn how ppl these days really are.

or rather, how ppl ard my age are.
really, i had no idea that these stuffs are hapening right here, just inches away from me.
i tot it only occur in those dramas like gossip girls/one tree hill.
but how wrong i am.

anywayyy went to cq last night for easter party!!
sooo fun (:
got some pics off jolyn.
i love this one here of me, dn, & jolyn.
haha easter bunny ears. hrmmm
and a group pic.
so many ppl there.
(:
ok partying stopppssss.
(;

holidaayyysss

hrm hrm holidays been awesomeeeee
hahaha been enjoying myself alot.
alot alot.
haha
went to bardot warehouse sale wiv dn, gordon, rod, jolyn & steph yest and i got myself..
a dress for $15 and a heels for $15!!!
actualy cudnt find anything nice then suddenly dn found this really nice dress.
haha :)
we had erm, so nice experience getting lost at richmond and then walking quite abit and taking some trams down to north richmond to where the warehouse was.
then had a drink at max brens and dinner with my fren!
thenn..
went back home..took the train. and steven called ask to go watch movie
=.="

i tot..well im prob just gona go online and chat when i reach home so may as well just join him and his fren ryan, and vynn for a movie.
watched the knowing.
that movie is really good btw (= like really.. awesome movie
just that maybe the ending abit cheesy. but still good.easter bunny..hrmmm..

halo

i absolutely love this song
currently my fav song
(:
so nice.

for some reason i cant get the embed ones for the music video.
so just gotta stick to the coveR?
lolz

if want see the vid version go here

easter!

easter coming soon.
gona be busy at work tis fri.
been cold these few days.
hands freezing now man.

been lazy.
thats all i am.
lazy.
completely.
i duno what to do now.
i really dont.
billy dont emo.

not bored anymore

whee
i just realised after my bored post from d other day that i really shudnt be feeling bored at all.
since i have hrm..
assignments and all
haha
easter break coming up soon.
(=
happy much?

probably.
just hoping tat i'll make full use of that break to do wat i shud be doing.
and not playing too much.
feeling pretty tired now
went to garage sale today and bought a 2nd hand bag and two necklaces for $12.
cheap?
pretty good stuff. bought off my fren wan theng.
haha

i really need to stop spending
whee

bored

i cant blif this but im really bored down here in dandy
haha
i know it sounds really sad
i duno what stuffs i usually do though before this.
anime? drama?
even those things dont entertain me much anymore.
i knowwwww. carol not an anime freak anymore?
well i stil watch anime but not frequently.

been going out most weekends.
to the extent that staying home on a friday just feels weird.
my oh my.
i had ONE class only today. finished at 12 and had lunch wiv my friend karen.
after that i was like..
ok what do i do now?
maybe i shud go shopping at chaddy.
but i didnt.
i came home and slpt.

now im thinking what i should do.
maybe i should use my free time to do my assignments that's due next tues.
which is ages away. i mean i dont normally start doing assignments till like maybe 3 days before the deadline.
so sad right.
i really duno what i wanna do now lah.
life is so boring.
isnt this weird coming from me?

zzz

poker and big two night

went over to alicia's last night after work.
did stuffs.
played poker.
and i keeeeep winning. haha
keep getting triples - i think at least 5 times.
got straight cards.
flushs.
full house.
wow.
but we nt playing money also.

that's the gang last night at alicia's.
me, alicia's sis -michelle, michelle's bf - jeffrey, say yong, alicia, mun & kelv

before started poker and all, fooled around a lil with the photo booth on my mac.
quite fun actually. haha

rollercoaster ride babbbyyy. haha hrm

we visited eiffel tower eh!

then even took the time and went up to the sky. all turned Buddha. haha

also went to visit space.. isit space.
or maybe it's just the moon
haha
fun fun XD

great fun ya ladies. (:
and guys. oops.
hehe

ok now, i really really need to study.