dementia

anyone feeling like crying?
watch this.
u'll cry for sure.
oh am gee.

life goes on

week 8 already
in a matter of weeks my undergraduate life is officialy over.
boy, time sure flies.

im experiencing what most would feel towards the end of uni life.
at a crossroad.
no idea what to do ahead.
no promising options lying ahead.
no easy way out.

permanently hit adulthood?
dont appeal much to me.
continue studying?
urks, stime feel reali sien js thinking bt hours and hours of never endless studying.
just bumming around doing ntg meaningful?
an even greater turn-off.

and what more the "lazy" attribute i have..
cbb to look up careers pathway, studies or whatever.
stimes i wish i can be a bit more proactive.
hrm.
loads of things been making me pms lately.
uni, my eyes, future.

maybe js gotta stop my brain working for a sec.
temporary halt of time at dreamland with ntg to worry abt.
back to those childhood days..ahh.

nevertheless, still loving my life and all the great ppl i have met.
muakx

content?

im definitely feeling content with my life now.
i think?
in terms of rship, yeh, maybe.

uni's been crazy though..
never been this busy before in my past years of uni life.
like seriously.
yeh, ive been busy and all before,
but it's never been all crammed into such a short period of time.

take this week for eg
had two gp meetings meaning i had to prepare for it-read up articles and all
had to submit three assignments.
had to stay up late few nights in a row.
till i have pimples sprouting over my face yet again.
and my hideous eyebags. =.=

next week leeehh??
bloody hell
got seminar presentation in front of 1/3 of the class - meaning pbb 50ish ppl or more.
then got test on that same day too.
andddd
another lab report due monday.
anddd
gotta prepare ppt slides for some thingy.
andddd more gp meetings.
aih
i really hate all these projects stuff we gotta do man.

im definitely feeling worn out.
supposedly planned to pull midnight oil tonite and cover some work.
just got back from 6 hrs of work today - am feeling drained.
zzzz

ate too much again for dinner today.
gotta hate that feeling when u feel too full..and js feel fatness all over again.
jeremiah left melb dy. gonna miss him..
gues ppl meet..and part their ways..it's js a matter of how and when.
=.=

wat other events this sem?
merdeka celebration at cq baby.
gona be fun much?
kenny sia gonna be there. not like im excited bt it tho.
gona be flooded with msians. woots!
attending msian ball too.. cruise!!
there goes all my money again. lol
bt this sem's a matter of enjoying myself as much as i can rite?
last sem.
bt i hate it when i think abt what im gona do after i grad.
zzz
i js so wanna stay a lil girl and not need to worry bt my life.

anyhoo, gonna enjoy as much as i can i gues.

missing my family and cousins and friends.
aihhh
missing u.


EHHHH
my iphone's here baby!
gonna get it off chun foo tmr.
wheeee

piggy

oh boy.

you're distracting me too much.
even disturbing my beauty sleep.
hehe.

<3

oooolaalaa

oh man
i really hate it when i suddenly have this nervous breakdown.
suddenly js now everything js came rushing into my head.
so sien abt everything
realy really really really sieennnn

hahahahahahhahahaha

i really cant be bothered to research for my gp assignment.
got meeting tmr some more.
oh dear.
i really js wanna slp and dont care abt anything else eh..
it's only 2nd week of uni after all!
rite rite?

but my head already super busy worrying abt things that will happen after i grad.
cos i really duno wat im gonna do.
oh wells.
now i so totally need stg to de-stress.
eating is so out of the question.
my resolution tis sem = no more snacking.
i guess im gonna resort back to watching anime/series or stg.
bt not really into anime these days.
HOW?

maybe i shud take up taekwondo or stg along those lines.
or get myself a punch bag.
OR

wat ive been doing alot last sem. BUT, thats so out of the question too.
WHEEEEEE im such a happy girl. O.o

happy uni life to u all.

hrmm

eh..really not used to life back in melb atm..
steam rite
in kch so convenient, go everywhere also easy..
here..js stay home during weekdays everyday. haha
like really lorh..all i do is sit down whole day after i finish uni..then duno do what also
cbb to start researching for my assignments yet. =S
and yes, i have assignments already!

blah..damn weird loh. when i was in kch, wanted to come bck melb.
when im back, i realy wished im back in kch. =.=
tmr got lab placement at some medical institute..
then friday fren got housewarming!

think fri lunch wanna go eat korean food.. have craving for ja jyang mian..dunoo why ;p
feeling sleepy now
maybe shud slp..

i need..

i need my bag back cy!!
my charger inside..my plug inside..
my phone no charger. aiks.

bored.