updates

hrm i realised i never update my blog properly for a very long time.
anyhoo, just some pics from the mumsu ball on a cruise!
okay night..a different experience..otherwise js like any other ball out there.
great company..except i had to attend a ball wearing spectacles which was such a turn-off.
i guess i did mentioned before that my eyes been spoilt for awhile now..
infected? or probably just injured due to overused of contact lenses from back then.

bt yeh, still had fun.
so that was the boat we took that day. in september.

me in my shiny blue dress from bardot.

our table.cheryl, ann, me

the highlight of the night was probably mabel and erich dancing in the competition and totally rocking it! haha

oh and of cos i need to mention my iphone..
thats the casing im using for my phone. LOL
i know kiddy lah..laugh all u want.
i probably need to look for new, more proper casing ;p

go back kch end of year? i wanna..
but but
i need to start job searching.
;s

cravings

hrmmmmm
i crave for yummy japanese foood...
i crave for trays and trays of yummy sushi for me to eat all i want..:(
i crave for yummy fried scallopppssss..with chicken salt
i crave for..all good food out there.

aih.
kinda sick of home food.

if only there was this button..with js one click i'll become an expert in cooking.
wahaha

cant stop

cant stop thinking.
cant stop missing.

wish for no changes to that which is good.
bt minor amendments to that which is imperfect.

i miss.
i yearn.
i want closeness.
can tis work out?
aih.

i missed my class again tis morn.
gotta get back on track lady.

hols over :(

hols over
omg.
so quick.
$#%@!
:(
gues now i'll js be looking fwd to after exams.
1 and half mths...
gonna be the longest 1 and half mths ever.
;(

slpt for 4 hrs this morn and pulled myself up to go to work.
heart was squirming and aching.
waking up to the somewhat unfamiliar surrounding.
back from the 8 days, js 8 lazy, relaxing days in perth..
and
im already feeling nostalgic.


need to learn to speak my mind?
pbb i shud js do it w/o thinking.
like what barney told ted in himym.
js do it, dont think abt what to do, what's right, what might happen after if i did this or that.
lolol.

perths a nice place.

dementia

anyone feeling like crying?
watch this.
u'll cry for sure.
oh am gee.

life goes on

week 8 already
in a matter of weeks my undergraduate life is officialy over.
boy, time sure flies.

im experiencing what most would feel towards the end of uni life.
at a crossroad.
no idea what to do ahead.
no promising options lying ahead.
no easy way out.

permanently hit adulthood?
dont appeal much to me.
continue studying?
urks, stime feel reali sien js thinking bt hours and hours of never endless studying.
just bumming around doing ntg meaningful?
an even greater turn-off.

and what more the "lazy" attribute i have..
cbb to look up careers pathway, studies or whatever.
stimes i wish i can be a bit more proactive.
hrm.
loads of things been making me pms lately.
uni, my eyes, future.

maybe js gotta stop my brain working for a sec.
temporary halt of time at dreamland with ntg to worry abt.
back to those childhood days..ahh.

nevertheless, still loving my life and all the great ppl i have met.
muakx

content?

im definitely feeling content with my life now.
i think?
in terms of rship, yeh, maybe.

uni's been crazy though..
never been this busy before in my past years of uni life.
like seriously.
yeh, ive been busy and all before,
but it's never been all crammed into such a short period of time.

take this week for eg
had two gp meetings meaning i had to prepare for it-read up articles and all
had to submit three assignments.
had to stay up late few nights in a row.
till i have pimples sprouting over my face yet again.
and my hideous eyebags. =.=

next week leeehh??
bloody hell
got seminar presentation in front of 1/3 of the class - meaning pbb 50ish ppl or more.
then got test on that same day too.
andddd
another lab report due monday.
anddd
gotta prepare ppt slides for some thingy.
andddd more gp meetings.
aih
i really hate all these projects stuff we gotta do man.

im definitely feeling worn out.
supposedly planned to pull midnight oil tonite and cover some work.
just got back from 6 hrs of work today - am feeling drained.
zzzz

ate too much again for dinner today.
gotta hate that feeling when u feel too full..and js feel fatness all over again.
jeremiah left melb dy. gonna miss him..
gues ppl meet..and part their ways..it's js a matter of how and when.
=.=

wat other events this sem?
merdeka celebration at cq baby.
gona be fun much?
kenny sia gonna be there. not like im excited bt it tho.
gona be flooded with msians. woots!
attending msian ball too.. cruise!!
there goes all my money again. lol
bt this sem's a matter of enjoying myself as much as i can rite?
last sem.
bt i hate it when i think abt what im gona do after i grad.
zzz
i js so wanna stay a lil girl and not need to worry bt my life.

anyhoo, gonna enjoy as much as i can i gues.

missing my family and cousins and friends.
aihhh
missing u.


EHHHH
my iphone's here baby!
gonna get it off chun foo tmr.
wheeee