Monday, June 14, 2010

what i've been doing for the first half of 2010

so what have i been doing since 2010?
went back to kch for abt two months from early jan till early march.
always good to be back, to catch up with loved ones and meet up with old mates.
so, the few highlights of my short trip back to kch includes Ann's visit to kch for the weekend.
basically just brought her around to eat, and visited some friends' place. i dont think we brought her around much for some reason. i am an absolutely lousy tour guide haha.
but we did go to piccadillys for some drinks.

on her last day at kch, ron actually brought her prawnfishing which she did enjoy i think.

good trip back to kch, thats for sure. met old high schoolmates, and even made a couple of new friends. fun ppl indeed.


not to forget cny! the usual cny visits to ppl's house, collecting red packets..
gambling and eating cny junks.

decided to give fringe a try..it was pure disaster. i frigging looked like a chinadoll or someone who tried to cut her hair by herself and ended up screwing it. well, it did kinda looked alright in the group pic below..but after going for another more proper haircut(whole head), my fringe was bizarre all over again. sobs. major hair disaster/nightmare which caused me a couple of laughs and bad comments from friends after i came back to melb.

karaoke seshs back in kch. we actually went karaoke for quite a few times. cuzzie went back to kch too.



then back in melb.
bak decided to visit for two weeks since he have ntg better to do cos of the long wait till sep or stg before he head down to uk.

brought him to the zoo (damn boring), breakkies, visited mt dandenong and had absolutely yummy scones at ms marples and pies from pie in the sky!


the famous giant chair.

scones!
last dinner with bak before he left.

tried playing dodgeball.




then the usual seshs at seven.
pic with ellyn.
clubbing when jolyn and rod was still around in melb.


pics say it all..i lazy to comment more lah. haha this was at Lions at melb central..was jolyns farewell drink session before she left for good.

ahhh.. and not to forget shopping. did quite alot of it man. bloody hell. broke like shit. esp those online shopping seshs. bloody ripped me off! pfft.
oh and also karaoke yet again back in melb here when bak came too. ok i'm getting bored rambling all this shit now here. haha most ppl just frigging look at the pics anyway.
jolyns graduation day! so lucky to have so many friends ard..unlike my grad..most friends were back in their home country )= but at least i had my family over as well as uncle and cousins from syd. hehe

siaw sook and michael visited from syd again to watch the f1 grand prix..thats siaw sook taking photos of the f1 racing cars. did i mention that i absolutely love the sound of the f1 racing cars? yums. haha
this was at boon's place where the girls were fiddling ard with jolyns boxes of jewelleries and other stuffs which she didnt manage to bring back to msia.. girls. it was like those ahmas snatching goods at a night market haha.
then there was also the housewarming party at kui's, caleb's and tim's.
notts nightouts. nott's a pub whereby monash students visit mainly on thurs nights to hang out. met new friends too. abit sien how new friends that i meet these days are all getting younger and younger. i mean they are either the same age as me or a few years younger. -_- unlike how i used to always be the younger one since my friends were mostly one or two years older. oh wells, shows that i'm aging and not all that young anymore i reckon? haha.
with kynan (:
absolutely fun group of friends. asians ftw!
then there was this night that i went seven with just cheryl..sarah and her friends were there for posse posse's 21st. a night to rmbr? i guess so.. cos i actually did stg out of the ordinary. pursuing stg and making a move for the first time for stg i want? haha
met up with vyn too :) great catch up we had. went to maxbren at the glen.

gordons bday at some pizza place.
my 21st at VII baby.


errr i guess thats all for now. i'm pretty sure i left out alot.

so basically my half year here in melb covers just bumming ard ALOT
making new friends
hanging out
night sessions at tenren with dn, ann, cheryl, poots etc
sleepovers at cheryls
girls night out
nights at seven etc (mind ya, a lot of cutting down dy...imma so over clubbing)
some lame attempts job hunt but always failed to achieve much.
bloody fail lah me....i really donno what to expect for the future dy.
i totally need everything to be laid out for me lehhhh

and i met someone i really liked, er ok like, not liked.
but i guess things werent meant to be so..despite being the most happiest girl a few weeks back..soon i'm gonna be the most unhappy girl around?

someone told me, "it is not the end of the world.."
but, i take this really seriously. i dont go into stg merely for fun.
oh whatever.
haha time to sleep baby.
but for some odd reason i'm not tired at all.






save me.

my 21st bday!

suddenly have this urge to blog..so here i am uploading pics from my 21st this year. sure do feel old, officially an adult. yet, i dont think i've matured much and i definitely do not feel in any way like an adult. still want to enjoy life and bum ard like a freaking teenager. w/o a single care abt the responsibilities and commitments that i hafta face sooner or later. ok, going off topic.

so basically, i had my bday dinner at this korean BBQ restaurant called hwaro.
the food was alright, but i guess it was kinda pricey for the amount of food they served.
after dinner, went to cho gao for some drinks, and had my cake there.
erm, sorry but the pics are kinda jumbled up. i cbb arranging them properly, so i js randomly uploaded the first pic i saw. HAHA then on may 7th, had another more party celebration down at seven. surprisingly, i did not get bounced!
wtf, u have no idea. nearly everyone, like seriously everyone had no faith in me.
they were like.."carol, pls dont get kicked out.."
had this bet with a friend that i wouldnt get bounced before 2am, and i won!
won myself a nice bday dinner treat =p teehee. but all in all, had a pretty decent and fun 21st.
mind ya, i might look really red in some of the pics below but i was not drunk. i just get red really easily. NO ONE wanted to give me drinks.. helooooo?? have more faith in me pls. LOL opened three bottles of drink but i only had one cup? wth right?!! pfft.

thats me and my closest guy friend, pootsssss. :) him and his half-blinking eyes EVERYTIME he takes photos with me. lol

sarah, me and fern.
sarah a.k.a my junior from lodge.
why is everyone ard me so young nowadays? -_-
sarah wong min minggggg
ellyn! she's like only 19. zzz
my beloved ladies :)
shiishii a.k.a julian
sure feels great to have good friends and company to celebrate a bday with (:
lihfern.
ann baby <3>
the four of us missing jolyn.
me, ting, ann
deaannneeeee

gordon
louisss
me and ann again. hehe

lee yi.
me and wenzaaooo, the other bday boy.

mel liu.


it was crazy glasses night, we got free 3d glasses upon early entry. lol.
me blowing cake at cho gaoooo.





ok i got lazy with the captions.
haha.
but yeah, im offiically OLD. bah.

despite spending one of the most memorable and fun bdays of my life, i can't be happy all the time. lol.

gonna make the most of what i have now.


it might seem that i have the life of a God now or whatever u wanna call it since i'm basically just bumming ard doing ntg whilst the others hafta cram loads of lectures into their brain..
i am completely at a lost.
i doonnno what to expect, what to do, what to want, what to think, what to look fwd to.
ok here fcking goes emo Carol again.
and yes, now i swear openly.

i have this gp of friends that seriously swear nearly every single sentence. it's hilarious in a way. lol.
i js worked everyday since tues till today, and it sure is tiring. at least it takes my mind off things i guess. sydney in august baby :)



a moment's happiness

issit true that happiness for me is just temporary?
how cruel can it get?
i've barely had enough of it.
just a moment's grasp, and soon..it's gonna be gone forever?

why?
i must have committed great sins to deserve stg like this.
seriously.
i really cannot comprehend it. i cant.
i wish i can, but i'm just lying if i say that it doesnt matter, that this is just how it is.

why is it that i'm never rewarded despite putting in my all for stg i cherish?
ok, maybe not my all..but at least i definitely treasure this short time we have/had together.

why, why, WHY must life play with me like this?
WHY.
-_-

Monday, June 7, 2010

Taurus

dont get caught up worrying about things you cannot change, taurus. you may be feeling frustrated over your lack of control in a certain matter regarding relationships or money issues, or maybe even both. if you can manage to think positively about whatever is causing you the most angst, and you can develop a 'what will be will be' attitude while still doing all that you can to achieve an optimum result, you will be able to make magic happen. meditation or visualization techniques could help you to achieve this goal.

DAMN accurate man this horoscope. Speechless.
accurate yet so freaky. -_-

Monday, May 17, 2010

down

my mood's down.
good thing's been happening.
but yet, i still feel down.
i really gotta get back on track or stg.

i like the series supernatural. pretty good stuff (:

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

two diff extremes

i realised..
i can be either really, really bold, hyper and noisy or..
really, really shy, quiet and tired.
two exactly very opposite extremes.
with or w/o alcohol. lol.
quite interesting really. to be able to have two totally different behaviour.

yesterday must be the happiest day of my life.