life goes on

life goes on.

i keep reminding myself that it's for the better.

well, i do know it is for the better..

but i guess it's not easy to move on so easily.

easier said than done. o.o

i'll be fine :)

Memories

What a life I had when your on my side
Sharing happy thoughts,laughing together
And the things I can never forget
Are the happy moments we have shared
Hope you can remember
All the days that we were together

To say goodbye is the hardest thing to do
Cause our memories etched deeply in my heart
But there’s nothing I can do
Is to go even if it hurts
Yet the thought of u will never be forgotten.

Memories so sweet to remember
It lingers in my heart and in my mind
For it’s the only lasting reason
That holds you dear forever
I’ll be back,wish we could be together….

This poem was written/submitted by Meg Donna R. Aba-a.

....but i guess we weren't meant to be.

:)

life goes on

i guess i got my wish.

was complaining how everyday was repetitive and that there should be more to our rship.

and i got just that.

am single again.

wouldnt say that im completely unaffected by it, but what can i say?

we spent 5 months together, there's bound to be memories that reminds me of him.

but yeah, i do think it's for the better too.

but to be friends? i hardly think that's possible.

hi and bye friend, yeah.

but not ones that can share their problems etc. i dont think that's possible at all.

haha.

stimes i think, will i ever find the one?

people say you'll know for sure when u meet the right one, and so far..

i still havent come across that at all.

i think i need to start changing the criteria i look for in guys.

stable ones, carol, stable ones. :)

okay, i'll finish off with Roly Poly by T-ara.

cute and bubbly song.

dreams

i just had a dream again today.

and the meaning of the dreams are really accurate.

happened before last year too, and the meaning really depicted what i was feeling that time.

this time..

i dreamt that i got lost while i was taking a train..

and i was brought to a really faraway place.

while taking the train, i called someone to seek for help. but i didnt get any.

had to ask for help from a passenger on the train.

then after i got off at a platform to catch another train back the other way,

i encountered a ghost while i wanted to use the toilet, and ended up running back out feeling scared.

Lost.

To dream that you are lost, suggests that you have lost your direction in life or that you have lost sight of your goals. You may be feeling worried and insecure about the path you are taking in life. If you try to call for help, then it means that you are trying to reach out for support. You are looking for someone to lean on. Alternatively, being lost means that you are still adjusting to a new situation in which the rules and conditions are ever changing.

Ghost.

Ghosts are representative of something that is no longer obtainable or within reach. It indicates that you are feeling disconnected from life and society. Try to figure out what the ghosts wants or what it is looking for. The dream may also be a calling for you to move on and abandon your outdated modes of thinking and behavior.

lol super accurate the dreams.

mehh. :)

purpose.

life is boring.

i need some changes, something different. mehhhh

why so repetitive and uninteresting??

):

been learning korean

at least i can read and write now, kinda.

but i still dont know alot of vocabs and i can't structure the sentences either.

kpop fest in sydney on nov 12! ons mou??? :P

sighss...

i should post more pics of my past few months here in aus eh.

just blogging cos im bored.

and trying to figure out what to do with my life.

i dont have anything to look fwd to at all everyday >.<

even my rship is just meh..there's the ups and downs, the good and bad. but stimes i just feel like there should be more to it.

guess we cant always expect everything that we want.

pretty sure i myself aint perfect, far from it. so i have no right to judge or complain i guess.

even restraining myself from being too clingy/needy. in a way, it makes me not who i am.

i wanna be manja every single time, but i donno. seems like it aint good to be needy.

need to have my own life outside my relationship, i reckon~

ok signing off.

posse's housewarming

the day started with me hanging out with jay at chaddy. went back for a nap, then rushed down to the city to meet the rest for dinner. posse and daniel just moved down to the city at A'beckett Tower.

had yummylicious traditional brisket and wonton noodle soup from wonton house.:)

went back to the apartment, to prepare for some light drinking session.

with minming:)

the guys bought three toy guns..and was shooting at each other stime during the night. kids. lol

then us girls got kinda bored halfway thru cos the guys were mostly playing ps3 during breaks/smoking.

posse's brunei friend got abit drunk..we all tot he was fine cos he was js lying down at one side being the linesman while we played drinking games. bt he ended up puking his guts away that night lol :S

toodles.

with the boy :)

went to chaddy during the weekend to window shop..yeah note window shopping. no $$ to actually shopppp.

but somehow im always itching to get something 0.o girls girls. sighs.

already bought two consecutive times off gmarket so NO to shopping. oh well.

jay got this fake glasses off gmarket, so with that..we fiddled around with my new Canon s95:)

:)