my new year resolution

i absolutely want to earn heaps of money and save up heaps.

that's my resolution (:

no more shopping..? lol

happy new year 2011!

hiya

happy new year!!!!!

hope 2011 brings a better year ahead for all of us. :D

cheers.

strangely

strangely, it seems like i have no feelings for anything anymore.

yesterday and the day before..i was eating js for the sake of eating.

i dont think i enjoyed what i ate..like there were no taste at all.

i talk to ppl, and i dont feel anything. neither happy, nor sad, nor excited and such.

i think

this is the consequences of boredom, or emptiness.

2011

2011

please treat me well.

thanks.:D

i think

i think i should be a player

instead of a nice, sweet girl who cares too much.

i give up on wanting a serious, committed rship.

last minute

i absolutely hate ppl who does and decide things last minute.

SO STUPID, no offense.

suppose to have xmas dinner with boss and workmates,

but damn cb never call yet till now.

how last minute can they be man?

dont even know the time and place for dinner. ish

-_____-

think we got nothing better to do but stay home and wait for their call?

sheesh

anyway, merry xmas.

i know yet i dont know

hm i know the feelings arent there anymore

yet, part of me still can't decide what i wanna do.

should i js forget abt it and move on completely?

or maybe part of me still wants to trust and believe?

i really don't know..