AGAIN?

suddenly feeling nostalgic

wtf? lol

so everyone was out partying last night for merdeka where as i was out watching movie. nearly fell asleep watching captain america but thats probably cos i was super tired.

stayed till the end after credits cos there was a preview to the avenger!! that movie's gonna have Thor, Captain America & IronMan starring in it. teehee.

Friends had fun at chaplin on monday night without me!!!

all the fun im missing out on!! pfft.

having a pretty slack day today..

hand's feeling itchy again..

shopping?

probably need a retail therapy, mehhhhh.

low

driving is definitely making me go brokeeee ): totally low on cash now. that i dont even shop anymore!

lol, i have to pay for fuel, wash the car (even though i only washed it once o.o haha), but the worst part of it is getting fined! omg..imagine all the money i could have used for. got fined twice for parking infringement. babi...i am so broke.

i think im working now just for the sake of paying off my bills and shit.

like, i had to pay the excess fee for my car, my leg infection a few months back.. and fines. FINEEESSS. lol much.

but on the brighter side, at least having a car allows me to meet up with my friends more, so my social life aint that sad anymore. i used to have to come home early..

or just had to have second thoughts about going out cos then i wouldnt be able to come home if i stayed out too late. and going to work is so much more easier and relaxing now.

i am grateful for everything.

things happen for a reason, im sure.

there's always a reason why we meet new people and lose some friends. and apparently im known as a rejector. or maybe i'm just plain mean.

and er,
HAPPY MERDEKA!! i know it's tmrw, but yeah.

meow~i just got tics to kpop fest in sydney. even more reason for me to stay home now.

second thoughts

why do i keep having second thoughts?

am i thinking too much? reading to much into every detail?

i'm completely at a lost now that i dont even want to make any decision at all.

afraid one step forward, means moving further apart from what i might actually really want.

but?

i dont really know what i want at the moment.....

Buddha, guide me please. ^^

to koreaaa!!

woohoo

finally booked tickets to korea baby!!!

in may next year..still a long way away..but yeah!

AM SUPER EXCITED!!!

cant waittttt. kkkkkkkkk

Korea

So why do i love korea so much???

and why do i go crazy when i hear korean speak??

or even at the sight of korean words??

and why do i want to go to koreaaaa so much????

kimchi fever baby!!

Running Man totally rocks, the funniest show ever...love how they set up the whole thing and how funny MC jaesuk is. love how they go to those night markets and nomnomnom on crazy yummy korean local food~~ i want!!!

or is it realy just the craze over korean celebs like lee min ho and kim bum? XD

and look at how cool the korean words are...lmao
and i especially love korean food cos it's just absolutely yummy!! :D i can eat korean food everydaayyyyyy ^_^

soooo.. to korea i goooo!!!

<3

heart's light like a feather

heheheehhe

im so happy.

dont even know why i was so emo about this whole situation, but i've finally come out of that hole.

so ridiculous, the whole thing.

why did i ever even feel so bothered about it?

seriously, i should stop thinking abt unnecessary things.

i just got the shock of my life last night, after receiving some reply from the ex.

i msged him before saying im moving on and thanks for everything and shit and let's be friends with a :) smile.

and he replied saying,

"stop trying to act cool, cos i know you (he says im insecure and all but how's that even relevant?)..and he said reading this just makes him laugh."

errrr wtf???? pathetic.

i was being sincere, i meant what i said..

and wtf? he had to reply with that piece of shit, saying stuff like "too bad he didnt get the chance to fix my insecurity",

pissed me off like hell.

so this whole breakup is an excellent idea. lol

forgotten how ridiculous he can be, he just doesnt seem to think he's the ridiculous one.

proposing the breakup, yet putting on fb status that he needs stupid love songs now to cheer him up, making his friends all comfort him when he doesnt even need it.

lol.

freaking ridiculous and hilarious.

ok, after venting all this,

i'm not gonna give a crap about this anymore.

:D

stop thinking and just live

someone told me that i need to just stop thinking and start to live.

lol but is it right to just stop thinking and just do whatever, whenever???

but then again, i tend not to think too much either. if that makes sense.

i think im the type that thinks too much about unnecessary things and tend to neglect thinking about important things like my work life or stg.

lol much??

i donno, but my rships never lasts.

lol, i should stop thinking. >.<