ive been thinking.. i seriously do not have any talent at all. be it cooking, be it singing, drawing, dancing, sports, studies, ... etc etc. thats why i realy admire those who have countless of talents.. those who can actually draw, cook well, sing and play instruments. i used to learn organ, and dancing, and drawing. BUT.. i never finished any of them. and now im completely left with.. nothing.
i realised when stg actually interests me, i lose interest in them really quickly. well.. i always leave it halfway done anyways.which is really bad. like.. learning jap. i was suppose to learn jap by myself this year (actually since years ago.. ive been saying i want to bt it was never done. lol)
i also wonder why i always looked so tired. like seriously, i'm like the most tired/blur person ALIVE. not that i can help it. i cant help feeling tired or suddenly stoning or dreaming halfway during lunch or stg. i get enough sleep, im a healthy girl (at least i think i am). maybe - it's lack of exercise (bt.. some of my friends practically dont exercise at all and they look fine and awake), or maybe it's in the genes. LOL is there such thing as SLEEPINESS genes? if there is, then that explains it all. or i was thinking also.. maybe it's cos of my contact lenses. lack of oxygen supply to my eyes. hahaha. =S
exams are like 3 bloody weeks away.. and yet i do not feel any stress/pressure AT ALL. im slacking like alooooott.
anyhoo, this is realy random, bt for my body sys prac yesterday we had to pee! haha. well we had to collect pees a.k.a urine for tests. each group had like 4 ppl carrying out diff activities and stuf, then we had to collect pee every 20 mins. LOL. it's soooo digusting dude. maybe if doing it once would be okay - but we had to do it 5 times! haha omgosh.. wat more i din drink anything at all in the morn, so it's kinda a pain when we hafta go pee and we were thinking - i dont feel like pee-ing at all! lol it was hilarious though.. and this other guy and girl in my group were discussing how the other pee-ed. G-R-O-S-S! basically the guy was wondering how girls pee.. and vice versa. dont even get me started on that. (:
time flies! it's the time of the year for ... SKI-ING again! hehe. skiing last year was realy fun.. but dont think i'll be going this year. $$ expensive man..
anyhoo, before i 4get.. Happy 20th bday mr kel kel aka pooter! hehe nice big 2 there eh?!! haha you're one weir-dy since u say u cant wait to hit 21 years old! lol
now let's see.. kel kel have changed so much since lodge years.
he is now the MACHO, FASHIONABLE, "i want a tattoo", has a ear pierce, wears skinny jeans kinda guy...
as compared to when he was in lodge...... CAN U SPOT HIM? haha.. the longer and less funky hairstyle.. the skinny arms(actually im not sure abt that), the i duno him that well kelvin. haha
anyway im sure u're having a blast in the city now with the rest. enjoy~ and cya guys soon. that'll probably be after my exams. =S
end of story.
2 comments:
lets face it:
you cook dinner every week while a lot of other uni students dont even know how to cook (and baking is a lot easier than u think),
you pick up sports EXTREMELY fast (this is coming from the pENG guys! remember volleyball? shiny muscles? :P),
you're one of the most hardworking ppl i know,
you CAN sing (i heard u in karaoke!),
you're smarter than a LOT of ppl,
and you've got tons of friends who love you ;)
so dont be so hard on yourself, you're still awesome =D
thats so sweet tian! hahahaha yea i noe im pretty harsh on myself. (:
i am in ur room typing this now. LOL.
love ya! hehe
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