my mind's filled with so much thoughts recently.
so much so much that at some point i just wanna completely shut my brain and not think about anything at all..im pretty sure ive never been at a worst state before.
aih.
AIH.
AIHHHHH.
LOL
it's like im shouldering this whole invisible weight - pbb like 1 billion kilos or stg.
reli reli tired of everything.
everything.
till the point whereby i js wanna be alone by myself..and not socialise or go out at all.
js isolate myself..
hrmm
i should probably escape to somewhere peaceful..far far away from everything.
away from the chaotic uni life..
and the wavering future that lie ahead.
it's like im standing in a middle of nowhere..and theres endless roads spreading out..
which to take?
what to do?
is this the correct choice?
is this right?
booyarrrr.
totally need to take things one step at a time
AND
stop thinking :(
but it still doesnt change the fact that the problems and obstacles are still there.
still there no matter what..
run away lah..i still hafta face it sooner or later.
and i bet u guys have no idea what im blabbering on about.
anyway..my plan now is to..
get back to my normal sleeping pattern from way back..
sleep at 11pm.
sleep for 9 hrs at least.
and hopefully my face wont look that lethargic anymore.
and my pimples will disappear. XD
and i wont keep taking the later bus to uni and reaching class late.
boinksss
so much so much that at some point i just wanna completely shut my brain and not think about anything at all..im pretty sure ive never been at a worst state before.
aih.
AIH.
AIHHHHH.
LOL
it's like im shouldering this whole invisible weight - pbb like 1 billion kilos or stg.
reli reli tired of everything.
everything.
till the point whereby i js wanna be alone by myself..and not socialise or go out at all.
js isolate myself..
hrmm
i should probably escape to somewhere peaceful..far far away from everything.
away from the chaotic uni life..
and the wavering future that lie ahead.
it's like im standing in a middle of nowhere..and theres endless roads spreading out..
which to take?
what to do?
is this the correct choice?
is this right?
booyarrrr.
totally need to take things one step at a time
AND
stop thinking :(
but it still doesnt change the fact that the problems and obstacles are still there.
still there no matter what..
run away lah..i still hafta face it sooner or later.
and i bet u guys have no idea what im blabbering on about.
anyway..my plan now is to..
get back to my normal sleeping pattern from way back..
sleep at 11pm.
sleep for 9 hrs at least.
and hopefully my face wont look that lethargic anymore.
and my pimples will disappear. XD
and i wont keep taking the later bus to uni and reaching class late.
boinksss
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