bored

duno why but i feel so unmotivated.
read up abit for tutorial tmr..bt not so keen also.
im stil contemplating on wat to do after i grad tis year.
honours? masters? or find a job first to get some experience?
hopefully can get a scholarship if i wanna further.
or rather, i wanna apply for p.r.
ppl keep asking me wat i gona do after i grad.
i usually have trouble answering to tat quest.
tis shudnt be happening hey?
i mean, after all im in third year uni already. im turning 20 soon.
i cant be tat old carol who's always been indecisive and have no sense of direction whatsoever.
i need to get a grip and control my own life.
i feel like im just those ppl who studies hard, get good grades - and tats all there is.
i dun tink i'll excel well tho.. im a pessimist.

crap. dont wana write emo stuff.
just talked on skype for awhile wiv parents, and duno y for some reason i cant see them on webcam. but they can see me tho.
me and my huge ass pimple on my face.
mumsu bbq tis fri!
woohoo?
hehe.

been watching project runway season 4. good stuff.

emptiness.