New Year New Leaf

2010 dy.
DAMN OLD ALREADY.
TURING 21 mannnnn.
lao liao lao liao...
bt my behaviour and attitude still the same: lazy, boh lang boh juak, no motivation.
been "attempting" to search for jobs online.. but my attempting is like..click a few buttons on my laptop.. a short glimpse.. then give up dy. teehee.

i really have a huge huge problem.
i say things, and i never do it.
so peeps, stimes dont blif what i say. cos i tend to forget what i said before.

Anyhoo, seriously need to turn over a new leaf. I'm gonna make it happen this year. o.O

Random stuff:
Really feel damn empty now..duno what to expect from anything, anyone, anywhere.

i have hundreds of friends, but i still feel lonely.
#@$%@$

songs

ooohhh i like jay sean's songs..
hehe i was searching for new songs to dload..and i came across this song..
then started dloading other songs by him.
eh his songs are seriously not bad, i like (:

sweet dreams by beyonce's nice too



sexy bitch by david guetta, nice..

home?

i just want to see some familiar faces.
my family.
my close friends from lodge.

back to those days when we were still somewhat young.
fooling around in class..
heart-to-heart talk with whoever whenever i want.
no mask on..
no obligations
no responsibilities
no expectations
hehe

my usual pre-exam emotional breakdown. whee
eeks js wanna have those parties and slacking periods again back in lodge.
some familiar faces?
i miss you city peeeppppsssssss.
come, make a trip down to nice,old dandenong. (((=

(:

im the best. i caught up to the latest chapter for bleach dy. HEHE
bleach is awesome. totally awesome.

final destination

final destination?
some friends were talking about watching that yesterday.
3D movie some more...sure damn scary.
wahahaha
have the sudden urge for some thriller movie.
been a long, long time since i last watch those kinda movies.
might catch that one day..might.

im up till chapter 279 for bleach!
bleach is alllll about fighting scenes. lol
it gets abit bleh for me after reading it full on for one whole day today.
=p
bt i still like it.
guess js need a break in btwn.

ding dong

i need to stop slacking!
addicted to bleach manga..
oh boy.

all i wanna do is read.
no mood to read any notes at all.
oh boy oh boy.

happy 21st ann! <3

dearest ann,
thanks for being such a great friend..
ure definitely one the of closest girlfriends i have..
have always enjoyed hanging out with you
so hilarious, so blur, so fun..and clumsy at times ;p
looking fwd to more fun hangouts hehe

your worried and sad look when u told me bt what happened during the mumsu ball..
hilarious yet cute lah..
wanna jump off the boat dy? lol!
(:
known you for almost 4 years? forgot when i first got to know u already.
did tian intro-ed u to me or stg? haha
anyway hope ure having a blast today and you know i love you. xoxo =p

HAPPY BDAY!

us at seven last year..

us again at lil jeannie's 21st bday tis year

in gold coast (:

at dn, rod & lik's 21st

at the mumsu boat cruise

tis are the few pics of both of us together hehe
oh got more lah i think..bt yeh.
the one during my bday is my favouritest tho! =p

hugs

aih..

my mind's filled with so much thoughts recently.
so much so much that at some point i just wanna completely shut my brain and not think about anything at all..im pretty sure ive never been at a worst state before.

aih.
AIH.
AIHHHHH.
LOL

it's like im shouldering this whole invisible weight - pbb like 1 billion kilos or stg.
reli reli tired of everything.
everything.
till the point whereby i js wanna be alone by myself..and not socialise or go out at all.
js isolate myself..
hrmm
i should probably escape to somewhere peaceful..far far away from everything.
away from the chaotic uni life..
and the wavering future that lie ahead.
it's like im standing in a middle of nowhere..and theres endless roads spreading out..
which to take?
what to do?
is this the correct choice?
is this right?

booyarrrr.

totally need to take things one step at a time
AND
stop thinking :(
but it still doesnt change the fact that the problems and obstacles are still there.
still there no matter what..
run away lah..i still hafta face it sooner or later.

and i bet u guys have no idea what im blabbering on about.

anyway..my plan now is to..
get back to my normal sleeping pattern from way back..
sleep at 11pm.
sleep for 9 hrs at least.
and hopefully my face wont look that lethargic anymore.
and my pimples will disappear. XD
and i wont keep taking the later bus to uni and reaching class late.
boinksss