somebody just shoot me

anatomy is.... killing me!!! T_T

seriously man.. even our tut were saying that its hell alot of workload for just one sem. med students normally concentrate on each part like for one sem or stg.

im trying to remember some of the muscles of the forearm now and there're like millions! why oh why do we have so many muscles??

BAH. it'll be a blessing if i can even get at least a C for this paper. =(

back to childhood days

last night at pat's, we watched 4 disney movies in a row! hahaha man ive 4gotten how good disney movies were already. good times! (:

really really nice.. gosh i think im gona get all the old disney movies later after the exams and watch them. (:
Beauty + the beast



Mulan! ( i just realised theres mulan II as well bt dont think i watch it before)


Aladdin! (theres aladdin 2 & 3 as well yeah, bt i dont remember watching them either =S hrm)


little mermaid.. we din finish this though cos most of them were aslp already. haha


good times man.. good times. ;p i used to love swan princess too. i dont recall much abt the other disneys stuff bt lion king was good too. and heaps of other disney movies..*sighs* good times. haha

okay, this week onwards it's study mode switch ON! lol

papa patchys bday last monday + mums bday!

last monday was pat's 20th bday! what a young dad we have hey? haha anyhoo, had cake outside hargrave again during lunch.

presenting...
the crowd:

vannie + linga



wei ying + jeannie(she just got back from msia that morning haha)



me + alicia



tian + me


wheres the bday boy? lolz.. it wasnt a surprise btw. haha since he made his cake himself ;p with some help from the rest i think

presenting...

patricia patrick lay!

staring with content at his cake. haha



cut cake!




hrmm.. haha pat and one of his prez from us. pENG apron! it so happens that the place NARRE WARREN is where he lives (:



cutting cake for us to eat. i think in aus they have this tradition that the bday girl/boy suppose to cut the cake for ppl? hrm not sure. and they also have this tradition to say HIP - HOORAY x 3 after singing the bday song. hahah unlike us asians, we just go wooo~ or stg after the song yeah. ahaha




pENG forever!



now more random picssssss:









well, during bdays theres always- group pics rite? haha here goes nothing..

normal pic




erm funny face pic! lolz


anyhooooo, before i end my post,

HAPPY BDAY MUMMMYYYYY!! too bad i cant be there to celebrate this special day with you (: im sure u'll have a great day anyhow. love ya to bits!

wonder what will come off me if u and daddy werent there to support me all this while, and im pretty sure u both did a great job raising me even though im no where near perfect in things i do. haha love love!




(:

yikes

i saw a guy with super skinny legs today and he was wearing super tight skinny jeans. i have a strong feeling that he's aneroxic, or maybe he's just gay. i was practically like staring at his legs for like 5 seconds. haha theres a high chance that his legs are as big as my arms only. guys, dont wear skinny jeans. haha why not just stick to nice, big, comfy hoodies and trackies? thats the best in my opinion ;p

and today on the way home, the bus driver stopped at one of the stops where all the school kids were waiting, bt i gues he interpreted wrongly and tot they din want to board the bus. so he sort of stopped for one sec and before the kids realised it, the bus took off. LOL and that bus only comes abt every 45 mins. poor guys. tough luck

and btw, i did not say i will definitely settle down here sheesh. call me banana? CHIEW~ (:

thoughts

"dont make things hard for urself.. take things one at a time." - i blif this phrase is very appropriate for me.

i tend to think ahead too much, and thus i never get anything done. just go with the flow lah

the same goes for a friend of mine. dont think too much okies. you wouldn't know till u've tried it out. it's the bravery of one to try things out that makes it all worthwhile. i'm sure you'll be fine. (: its the experience that one achieves that matters. the outcome DOES NOT matter all that much, i gues? (=

LOL anyways, im starting to feel the pressure a tiny tweeny lil bit. XD BUT (i hate BUTs), uni never go easy on us hey? im sure all of u peeps agree with me too.its week 12 already, and i still have assignments due and test as well. but i shud be grateful since things seemed far worse off for the engineering peeople. i keep hearing - i have 4 assignments due, i have 6 assignments (i was like woww...), i stil have tests coming up in week 13. eh? and yet we stil manage to squeeze baddy and vball in btwn. very keng rite? well not me, bt the others. haha

oh yeah, had a nice lil chat with ms charlotte chai yesterday! it was good catching up! haha her blubbiness never fails to brighten me up. (: anyway, we were talking abt how fast life's been. it's already almost end of first sem SECOND year, and soon we'll be graduating and having kids. im sure ive mentioned that a billion times. ok maybe not bt true though, time flies~~ and she was saying that it'll be great if all the kch-ians settle down in melb and our kids can all grow up together! sweet! lollll that'll be realy cool though. so ppl, everyone COME MELB SEKARANG! haha

BY THE WAY, it's chaddy vip night next wednesday!!!hahaha im so gona go. since ive got some things i wanna get ;p man, theres just too many distractions lah. wonder whether i can settle down soon and STUDY!

okay bbye

study sesh + volleyball

i was still lazing in bed - half awake and half aslp when suddenly my phone rang - Ash Like Snow by the brilliant green

heres the music video and lyrics if u suddenly feel like singing ;p

the brilliant green - Ash Like Snow


sora akakusomeru kokutan no yami
nomikomareta hoshikuzutachi
hakanaku furitsumoru hai no yuki

mitsumeta nageki no mado
I never dreamed
kooritsuku
there... I come for you

omoi wa sekibaku no yozora ni
maiagari kudaketa
kono sekai ga katachi o kaeru tabi ni
mamoritai mono o
kowashite shimatteitan da

kokoro ni hishimeku haitoku no yami
kimi no koe ga masui no you ni
tsumetaku kankaku o ubatteku

mujyun o oikaketemo
owaranai
naze boku wa tatakau no?

tatoeba hikari ga kieusete
kono hoshi ga ochitemo
wasurenai yo
sono chiisana negai ga
arubeki basho e to michibiku

there I come for you yeah
Ash Like Snow is falling down
from your sky
Ash Like Snow
Ash Like Snow
Ash Like Snow
Let me hear...
why? I have to fight

kono omoi wa sekibaku no yozora ni
maiagari kudaketa
yami o hiraku eikou to hikikae ni
mamorubeki mono o ushinattekita
(It's falling from your sky)
munashisugiru
(Baby I come for you)

kudakechitta kakeru ni kizutsuku tabi
tozasareta boku no kokoro o
tsuyokunaru koto o erande
koko made kitan da

anyhoo, get back to the point. LOL so yeah, my phone rang and the song started playing...
haha

OKAY. so my phone rang and tian called! she went to watch the women nationals australian volleyball league at some stadium near my place with pat and chun, and they were gona go tians to "study" (well okay we did end up studying but with some..slacking in between.) so they decided to call and asked me over to study. i bathe and packed my things cos they were on the way to my house.

dropped chun off at glenny then went over tians study(picked lil j too). them peeps are realy studious actually. tians been studying alooooot. making me stress only.haha at least i did some work today. then we went to watch volleyball again at 7! i must say its pretty interesting actually. had fun talking about and watching the players. apparently no 12's thighs can break ur face or stg, and no 9 from monash/melb btw, has realy long legs and can be considered an aneroxic. jean's fav was HAND from the western australian team.

time to tidur~

i wonder

have u ever wonder what to do next in ur life? i know im in uni now, and in a matter of one and half years (3 more sems), i'll officialy be a graduate from monash with a bachelor degree. i dunoo.. i find life realy pointless recently. no idea whats really catching my attention or giving me entertainment.

ive been thinking.. i seriously do not have any talent at all. be it cooking, be it singing, drawing, dancing, sports, studies, ... etc etc. thats why i realy admire those who have countless of talents.. those who can actually draw, cook well, sing and play instruments. i used to learn organ, and dancing, and drawing. BUT.. i never finished any of them. and now im completely left with.. nothing.

i realised when stg actually interests me, i lose interest in them really quickly. well.. i always leave it halfway done anyways.which is really bad. like.. learning jap. i was suppose to learn jap by myself this year (actually since years ago.. ive been saying i want to bt it was never done. lol)

i also wonder why i always looked so tired. like seriously, i'm like the most tired/blur person ALIVE. not that i can help it. i cant help feeling tired or suddenly stoning or dreaming halfway during lunch or stg. i get enough sleep, im a healthy girl (at least i think i am). maybe - it's lack of exercise (bt.. some of my friends practically dont exercise at all and they look fine and awake), or maybe it's in the genes. LOL is there such thing as SLEEPINESS genes? if there is, then that explains it all. or i was thinking also.. maybe it's cos of my contact lenses. lack of oxygen supply to my eyes. hahaha. =S

exams are like 3 bloody weeks away.. and yet i do not feel any stress/pressure AT ALL. im slacking like alooooott.

anyhoo, this is realy random, bt for my body sys prac yesterday we had to pee! haha. well we had to collect pees a.k.a urine for tests. each group had like 4 ppl carrying out diff activities and stuf, then we had to collect pee every 20 mins. LOL. it's soooo digusting dude. maybe if doing it once would be okay - but we had to do it 5 times! haha omgosh.. wat more i din drink anything at all in the morn, so it's kinda a pain when we hafta go pee and we were thinking - i dont feel like pee-ing at all! lol it was hilarious though.. and this other guy and girl in my group were discussing how the other pee-ed. G-R-O-S-S! basically the guy was wondering how girls pee.. and vice versa. dont even get me started on that. (:

time flies! it's the time of the year for ... SKI-ING again! hehe. skiing last year was realy fun.. but dont think i'll be going this year. $$ expensive man..

anyhoo, before i 4get.. Happy 20th bday mr kel kel aka pooter! hehe nice big 2 there eh?!! haha you're one weir-dy since u say u cant wait to hit 21 years old! lol

now let's see.. kel kel have changed so much since lodge years.

he is now the MACHO, FASHIONABLE, "i want a tattoo", has a ear pierce, wears skinny jeans kinda guy...



as compared to when he was in lodge...... CAN U SPOT HIM? haha.. the longer and less funky hairstyle.. the skinny arms(actually im not sure abt that), the i duno him that well kelvin. haha



anyway im sure u're having a blast in the city now with the rest. enjoy~ and cya guys soon. that'll probably be after my exams. =S

end of story.