obasan/kodomo?

my memory is terrible!
like to the max man..
i can 4get things from just yesterday.
or even worst, from just minutes ago.

like during work, most of the times i cant remember the faces of the customers, like who ordered wat. they looked the same to me (the aussies).
teehee.
bt then the ppl at work say i look like kid? or rather i give them the feeling that im a kid.
shud i be happy or upset?
lolz.
and at work today my blurness kicked in again. the lady asked me to pass her a big box(the family pack box) to put the grilled fishes..
then i blur go and walk to look for the BIG BOX like the boxes we use to put books etc

but yeah well, my mem realy sucks.
must be from cramming all the biology/chemistry etc.
=S

soul eater is a nice anime.
(seems like all i do is watch anime and slack)
one more week til exams over!!
suppose to be cramming genetics tonite til late. bt tired.
sien....

KCH HERE I COME! (:

aduh

i think im on a blog fever or stg.
been blogging like quite alot recently.
i guess ppl do become weird when it comes to exams period.
like how last time SPM study break i started watching my first ever anime! (:
lolz.
thanks to paul im an anime addict now. teehee.

and today eh, i did not study at all. well, unless u count 2 and half lectures as studying.
i slpt from 2 stg to 5 stg. i wonder why so tired.
and then my aunt and uncle went back dy. so the house is very quiet.
i think i need at least some noise to study. which is strange. (:

im currently hooked to macross frontier.
arent you suppose to be studying carol?
sighs*

and i had weird dreams again during my "short" nap.
dreamt abt my grandmother who's deceased already.
strange.
and dreamt abt going shopping with mum.
haha.
strange.

i cant wait to get home and learn to drive. yes learn to drive.
im so gonna drive my ass off.
right daddy mummy? ;p

oh and i realised, after posting that last post yesterday, i actually felt better.
and actually did attempt to do stg abt it.
which is good?
i think stimes we just need to get things outta our hearts.
then maybe we will start doing stg abt it.
had a good long chat with lizzie yesterday.
been awhile since i actually expressed myself like i did last night.
im just a lost, not-so-lil girl. haha

complicated

ever got this situation whereby u just cant click with a certain someone?
like have ntg in common to talk about at all
and after some time, u get sick of it
and just want to change it and try to talk
bt then, it just feels awkward?

maybe i shud just give it a try
try to communicate
but all the possible reactions keep replaying itself in my mind
this is freaking stupid lah
how am i to live a life like this for at least another year?
ive endured it for about 2 years already

it's just me
all just me
so freaking stupid..
it all started from me.
me,myself,and i!
whee

on a brighter side,
had my 2nd paper today!
like finally..
was it good? excellent? aced it? flying colours?
i dont think so.
pass?
definitely.

clannad is a very good anime (:

happy bday mimi

Happy 20th bday MIZAN!
the guy from miri
who eats p***
who has big eyes
who i dono wat else to say

he's saying.." i have 8 children.."

i duno wat he's doing there..i think he was looking at pooter and grinning

and then they got together and went out on a double date with romesh & bryan.

cheers. happy bday. haha

the haiyah post

i cant study..since last night. i think now im accustomed to studying in uni already. unlike last time i always study at home. i think too much distractions at home lah. my uncle aunt cous are painting the bathroom wall etc..bloody strong the paint smell.
i smell also feel no mood to study already.
then can hear the scraping sound of sandpaper..haiyah

fail man..
i duno lah, shud have gone to uni today. haiya. tmr i will go uni study. my paper on monday leh. im stil not ready for it yet. siens..
i think i din wanna go uni in the first place cos my zone ticket no more liao. currently living off the 2hrs 10 x tic. haiyah..so cheapo rite? (;

haiyah then duno lah i keep on eating nia. my brain so not functioning, and i noe i shudnt be eating and eating..bt my brain need energy lah. and my hands cannot stop itself from reaching out for food. i think i shud put it like in the bushes out there or stg.

haiyah..then i try listen to music study also sien. i duno man..i think maybe i shud watch anime.but then maybe shudnt also later feel guilty. so i duno wat to do now. so just write crap here again.
i gues that's the good thing abt having a blog. can vent my feelings heree.

and then some more last nite got weird dream again.
this time i went to some shop to buy penknife, and stg else which i 4got. i 4got why buy again.then for some reason billy's mum was the one selling it..then she say total price was 32 dollars. i was like.. huh? so ex meh..

ok then nvm..later in my dream again i was escaping from somewhere with someone..then escape thru the window of the toilet. wadda heck.
ever had dreams whereby u wake up crying? haha i did. duno abt wat again lah. i just noe i was crying. haha so weird eh.

ok the the haiyah post shall end here. 12 more days..

errr..

if something's hard to do, is it true that it's not worth doing?
then wat about exams?
IT"S definitely stg hard for everyone. i mean, no one likes exams rite? haha so does it mean it's not worth studying and taking exams?
wat the shit am i babbling abt this stuf now?

i cant seem to study lah.. so randomly go find pics and start talking crap here.

which reminds me,ive been having weird dreams these few nights. i have dreams every single night. like every single night. i think i needa take some drugs of abuse benzodiazepines (HAHA i learnt that from pharmacology) to reduce REM sleep (thats dreamy kinda sleep). nvm.. shit why am i talking crap here.

so anyways been having weird dreams. weird weird dreams. one was i was running late for exam, then my dad was gonna sent me there, then duno somwhere along the line i suddenly wasnt in the car bt out running or stg to the place. =.=" then suddenly my aunt was sending me to exams. ok.

nvm...

i go do stg else.

pale girl

just wondering why im always so pale. not that im anemic or anything. at least i think i'm not.
my friend calls my pale girl. so sad..

but i dont put make up also. so i always feel so under-dressed? considering the fact that nearly almost all the aussies here uses make up. hrm..
duno why so pale..got some secret technique kah to keep ur face not pale?

lols. i cant get microbes into my brain.