the haiyah post

i cant study..since last night. i think now im accustomed to studying in uni already. unlike last time i always study at home. i think too much distractions at home lah. my uncle aunt cous are painting the bathroom wall etc..bloody strong the paint smell.
i smell also feel no mood to study already.
then can hear the scraping sound of sandpaper..haiyah

fail man..
i duno lah, shud have gone to uni today. haiya. tmr i will go uni study. my paper on monday leh. im stil not ready for it yet. siens..
i think i din wanna go uni in the first place cos my zone ticket no more liao. currently living off the 2hrs 10 x tic. haiyah..so cheapo rite? (;

haiyah then duno lah i keep on eating nia. my brain so not functioning, and i noe i shudnt be eating and eating..bt my brain need energy lah. and my hands cannot stop itself from reaching out for food. i think i shud put it like in the bushes out there or stg.

haiyah..then i try listen to music study also sien. i duno man..i think maybe i shud watch anime.but then maybe shudnt also later feel guilty. so i duno wat to do now. so just write crap here again.
i gues that's the good thing abt having a blog. can vent my feelings heree.

and then some more last nite got weird dream again.
this time i went to some shop to buy penknife, and stg else which i 4got. i 4got why buy again.then for some reason billy's mum was the one selling it..then she say total price was 32 dollars. i was like.. huh? so ex meh..

ok then nvm..later in my dream again i was escaping from somewhere with someone..then escape thru the window of the toilet. wadda heck.
ever had dreams whereby u wake up crying? haha i did. duno abt wat again lah. i just noe i was crying. haha so weird eh.

ok the the haiyah post shall end here. 12 more days..