why???

why is it that i just have to nibble on stg even though i already ate lunch? lolz.

i swear man.. today was having lunch with a few others. i was the first to finish my lunch. and i was really bored and had ntg to do at all. had 2 hrs of break. and so yee mun and ronald was still eating. just cos someone's eating, it tempted me to eat to even though im not hungry. then erich bought his lunch. and i was tempted again bt i shall not let the evil swallow me up.

then wan theng and vanessa showed up and bought lunch too. and i was tempted yet again.. grrrr. then ann came too and was eating too. but yeah u get the point.

in the end i ended up buying myself potato cakes and a dim sim after one lecture. mind you,dont eat the potato cakes there. yucks. sory mate. its too oily. and it's soft. it cant beat the freshly cooked potatoes at the place where i work. ;p but yes its OILY. which explains the ever growing pimples on my face.. and the fatness slowly looking visible to the naked eye. haha

im in such a bad mood now. i dont feel comfortable at all. and NO i do not have pms. haha shit.

i need to study man. one midsem test next tues. grrr. and not to say i totally despise biochemistry. body systems' all good. interesting and easily understandable. what the crap am i talking about.

i miss.. i dono who. i'm at the state where im floating in the middle of no where, dreaming, lost, agitated, sien the very LAH haha. why oh whyyyy.

please, someone, show me the way.