carol's rantings

Monday, March 31, 2008

why???

why is it that i just have to nibble on stg even though i already ate lunch? lolz.

i swear man.. today was having lunch with a few others. i was the first to finish my lunch. and i was really bored and had ntg to do at all. had 2 hrs of break. and so yee mun and ronald was still eating. just cos someone's eating, it tempted me to eat to even though im not hungry. then erich bought his lunch. and i was tempted again bt i shall not let the evil swallow me up.

then wan theng and vanessa showed up and bought lunch too. and i was tempted yet again.. grrrr. then ann came too and was eating too. but yeah u get the point.

in the end i ended up buying myself potato cakes and a dim sim after one lecture. mind you,dont eat the potato cakes there. yucks. sory mate. its too oily. and it's soft. it cant beat the freshly cooked potatoes at the place where i work. ;p but yes its OILY. which explains the ever growing pimples on my face.. and the fatness slowly looking visible to the naked eye. haha

im in such a bad mood now. i dont feel comfortable at all. and NO i do not have pms. haha shit.

i need to study man. one midsem test next tues. grrr. and not to say i totally despise biochemistry. body systems' all good. interesting and easily understandable. what the crap am i talking about.

i miss.. i dono who. i'm at the state where im floating in the middle of no where, dreaming, lost, agitated, sien the very LAH haha. why oh whyyyy.

please, someone, show me the way.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

autumn

for those who din already know, the weather in melbourne is crazy. i think it has mood swings. i recalled just last tuesday, i was complaining to my mum that the weather's HOT. like really panas hot, then the next day it became realy cold. cold like less than 20 degrees lah.

i think i dont like cold that much, cos when its cold = saya gain wgt very easily.
i think i dont like hot either, cos if too hot = saya panas very.

anw, hols over! i think it passed just like *snaps* that. its sunday already. tmr back to uni. =( and there wont be any more breaks till exams. holy.

and yes, time to talk about anime. CHRNO CRUSADE is good. it's abt devils and sisters and reverends trying to stop devils. very nice. =p

now u see how boring my life is. anime , work , study , cook , sleep. save me!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

zai zai's housewarming

had bbq at verve yesterday! haha. it was pretty eventful i reckon.. hrm.
anyhoo, look at the pic below. what's wrong with the belt lah??? sheesh guys..

such posers. hoho

hakka united! hahaha and so theres the nga lai and the nga moi. oh so wu liao.

nice big smile from romsey

mr zai zai

kelvin trying to say BLACK BLACK BLACK! lols. bt the ds cudnt detect what he was saying and kept showing: please try again. hahaha. it's cos of the wind i think. lolz.

lik's turn with the brain age test.

mizan cookinggg~

the bunch of ppl there's the pharmacy students. zaizai's friends and some that i knew from taylors last time.

lik posing AS USUAL. (=

bryan burned his finger i think. haha

so yeah we booked the bbq place for an hour only. and we were only like barely halfway thru the bbq then got other ppl wanna come use the bbq thingy liao. so thats like everyone looking over at the management/blah duno security guy lah. ended up everyone had to pindah rumah go back to 2508 to cook dinner.haha

back in 2508.. sere very excited to do the gift for cy. hahaha her brilliant and genius idea (;

me and kel with our palms filled with paint

the pharmacy students playing pictionary

mr kchai

rod and sere looking happy. lols

everyone clapping for sere cos she has a belt around her waist too. hahaha

bryans turn.

romesh's turn

zai zai's turn.

and sere looking very proud with the outcome of the hand paints.

my ds yet again. hahaha. btw just to add, albert ling is very very mean. dont get deceived by his looks lah. he may seem kind and jolly from the outside, BUT he's actually very evil. keep teasing me while i was playing mario kart. sheesh albert. some more always try to trick me. lolz

preparing to cook?

ok my pics are so all over the place. now there's erich and mimi doing the hand paint thing

thats the final piece. hehe. but missing dn, tian and sean's hand i think.

special showcase.. whose sexy legs are those? *grins* if ure thinking it's mine, thank you very much bt it's not mind. lolz. ta~

and today we went shopping again.. and i finally bought myself a new pair of shoes. hope it'll look good. (=

chun yik and romesh's party last friday.

some pics from the bday party we had last friday night. hehe below's a vid of the tgif ppl singing bday song for romz and cy and also cy swinging the..hankerchief was it? hahaha cant really hear the song properly but yeah, we all had a good laugh (=

then we have our very own personal kmc. makan everything lah him. dont need worry if u cant finish ur food. *AND AND..even though he ate alot that night.. i heard that his stomach was growling the same night when they were playin ps3 at kchai's place. lols.

everyone taking pic of lik eating.

cy and sere poser pose? haha or act pai pose? not sure =p

che wee and cy

then the same night back at 2508, we sang bday song for both of them yet again. lols.this time both romesh and cy took turns swinging the cloth. keke

bday boys cutting their cakeeee.

the vid at verve if interested.lols

the amount of shoes at 2508. take notice: the shoe rack on the left's all prav's shoes where as that on the right's all zai zai's. damn, they sure have loads of shoes dont there?

mabel cutting cake for us to eat and that's her cous kylee at the back.

everyone's so interested in my ds. hahaha

and we have erich being unsociable chatting on the net. boyak-si~~ (;

sekian saja ucapan saya pada malam yang indah ini~~ muahaha

Monday, March 24, 2008

and so..

united won in the match last night or was it this early morning. (= 3-0 against liverpool.

i didnt watch the match lah.. was soundly asleep. keke. bt yea, go united!!! ronaldo scored!! hahaha. highlights please kelvin. thank you. if not u can just tell me where to watch it off the net or stg. lols.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

mind's full of thoughts

went shopping ard city with sere, lik, both kelvins, zai zai and bryan yesterday. it was a pretty productive day for the guys; they bought what they wanted and i must say they're pleased. hehe. i was just looking around and not so sure what i want to get yet. yweah ive been wanting to get myself a pair of nice new shoes - onitsuka tiger or converse probably or anything of those sort. but then again, im kinda sim tia to spend money.

yes, so they say, "you're working already mah so it's alright to spend." yes i know it's okay, but it's still hard work earning those cash ya noe. =p "you feel guilty at first after you spend bt then laterwards you'll feel happy." - that's probably true.....

ok you can stop now if u dont wanna read on cos it's gonna be a pretty long and draggy post. lols this is not an emo post btw. i am just saying what i feel.

just going into shops and browsing and looking through all the nice clothes/shoes etc makes me feel so greedy. it's like, 'man..i want all those stuff.' they're the devil i tell ya. all the things so nice. i can even make a list of what i want now. it's just insanely crazy. shoes, pants, jackets, caps. wat the heck. one can never be content with what they already have. we always yearn for more. thats just us humans.

if i didnt see all those things, my mind probably wont run wild and like say.. ok im gonna get myself that or whatever. just read amy lee's blog just now. she was saying about how she wished part of 07 still remains? how things remain unchanged and all. yeah it got me thinking. about how things may have changed. kinda true. about how we hope that some part of life stil remains the same, and that the changes that have occured - never happened. now now, even i dont get what the heck im rambling about. lol

also from kel's blog, he was saying how things arent always perfect. nothings perfect. like how when u enjoyed the weekend or this easter break and just want to ignore reality and just play ur hearts out... but once it's all over - u just gotta get back to reality. you can't always stay in ur dream world and dread what's gotta happen next. thats just how life is.

i'm thinking wayyyy too much. come to think of it - thats what i do every single day. when i look tired or blur; yep carol's brains working hard alright. maybe thats why i always looked worn out. cant work me brain cells too hard ya noe. bt i just cant help it.

and so i was also thinking about my future career. stimes i just think whether im actually doing the right thing with my life now. biomedical science's interesting alright. but im not really sure what to expect from myself after i graduate. i really don't. yes i should start researching more cos it's oneself that determines their own life and directions blah blah. but you know how ppl procrastinate right.

and how i keep thinking life's boring. i wish there were more excitements happening. like maybe suddenly one day aliens suddenly invade earth and start turning the world upside down. or maybe suddenly we're all granted with powers and we can start sending sparks and magic at each other. or like MAYBE MAYBE suddenly a charming prince appears right before me and i'll just melt into his arms. hhahah. or maybe i just need to get a life. i know this is so blooody random bt for now im just blabbering whatever comes into my mind.

i havent been pouring my hearts out to any ppl recently besides my mum. seems like ive lost those whom i can actually talk and chitty chat alot with. like just basically talk about life.. like laugh our hearts out and just enjoy each other's company. i really dunno anymore.. im not upset or anything just that it would be better if things didnt change. (=

anyhoooo,

i was planning to study abit today and tomoro..bt i wonder how smooth things will go. it never works according to my plan. i suppose it might be better to just take things slowly one at a time? i have no idea.

whatever. i need music. the way i are by timberland's nice. lol