the button's been pushed.

i realised that..

i cant be myself at all in front of someone that i like.

well, i guess that's normal cos ppl tend to be more cautious about what they do and all since they care what the other person thinks.

but..

is it really normal for most ppl?

cos i realised i really have this huge problem.

i totally cannot talk to them like how i would normally talk to a good friend.

like just freaking joke around and shit.

but the thing is, i can totally talk at ease using whatsapp/text/msn.

anything not involving talking in person.

haha.

awkwardness and acting uncomfortable..that's not bound to happen right?

i am definitely weird.

really something that i need to work on )=

i guess it's just how i am..i'm always paranoid and afraid that i do stg stupid/silly.

but that shouldnt be the case right?

i should totally be at ease, and be the least embarrassed or shy in front of the other half.

lol, anyhoo..the title of the post.

what i'm referring to is that..

now i'm trying to be more carefree and freaking fix that problem i js mentioned earlier.

but then again, it doesn't freaking matter much anyway.

just need to train myself for when the next one comes along haha.

almost finish watching season 1 of supernatural!

it is pretty good stuffs. heard that this series gets better.

cant wait..

today last min boss called me to work.

bah.

this week gonna work for like 4 or 5 days again.

but seven this fridaayy????

hrmmm.