don't know what to think.

i just feel like running from everything, everyone.

wouldnt it be great if i could just disappear off to some place where no one knows me at all?

i hear other ppl's problems around me..

and yet i can't do anything to help.

i myself have my own problems..how can i even help others when i'm so powerless and useless?

all i do is listen..

and i can't even say anything to make things better.

especially when those are ppl very dear to me.

maybe i'm just plain selfish?

just wanna drown in my own sorrows and not care about anyone else's?

my life is seriously fcked up.

what to think, what to think???????!

BAH.