rainbow after the rain

"Missing you isn't the hard part, knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart."

that quote above is true..but i'd rather have had that person rather than not have had him at all before yeah?

i'm really trying hard to be optimistic now..

i'm very sure there'd be a "rainbow after the rain."

even though i still feel emptiness conquering my heart now..

i'll still try, cos there really isnt any point holding on to something that will never happen again. right?

"Pain is inevitable, Suffering is optional."

So why should i choose to suffer?

Even though i'm probably just saying all these to make myself move on easily,

but yeah, whatever works right? lol. =D

it's been a month already.

been way too long.

i dont even feel sad anymore; but rather i would say i'm just being stubborn and still not accepting it.

about time i get back to realityyyy.

but realities are never nice =0

i am so dreading going back to Melbourne. Boo.

i am in need of some spice in my life, period.