icy cold heart..

sometimes i even wonder how can i be so heartless?

so uncaring and just icy cold.

is it cos i dono what to do and say?

or i don't know how to show that i actually do care?

cos for some reason..

all i've been doing is complaining non-stop.

i feel bad, i feel like a useless person.

if i were to be in their position instead, i know i wouldn't feel good about it either.

i really donno how to care, i dont.

i don't want to be like this.

i shouldn't be.

i can't be.

i've no excuse to be like this.

D:

i really am selfish.